late post

been so long didnt touch my blog!! nth special to post!! damn boring during this holiday!! Well, this is some pic taken during our bible camp which located at TELUK DALAM RESORT!!! An island which is under Pulau pangkor, the environment is actually not bad!! very suitable for ppl to relax at the island, espcially for the old citizens, is actually very peaceful and quite!! really enjoy in the island!! Well, here are the pics

---->>this is the place we overnight

--->>>evening view!! nice!! i like this view so much!!

these 2 pics are part of the pic during the outdoor games!! I am the one who in charge these activities!!!

during our free time on the second day!! play water pool with ipoh's christian!!

beach volleyball!!! something new for me, cz really never tried it before, miss every ball!

praying!!

Assembely of christian of IPOH & KL!!

YOUTH!!

Well, it was actually a 3 days 2 nights camp, glad to know frens from ipoh, they are very friendly and is actually very easy to mix with, learn something from this camp, hopefully it can benifits me!! Well,frens from IPOH, waiting for another chance to meet u once again!! take care!!

19SEP2009

Nat,HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya!!! May ur wish come true!!

Well,finally we done all the papers!! Is actually feel better after the exam, but when think about the fucking result tat we will get after 3 or 4 weeks later, my mood automatically become so fucking moody!! DAMN IT!!

U all know what? The day b4 exam, teh,jackson,JJ,nat,joanne and me went to Justin house to have group study because we really dunno anything about the fucking MAF and we didnt sleep for the whole night. Maybe we should responsible to our own, because we try to skip the class everyday due to some unsatisfactory of the lecturer, and the knowledge we gain is getting less or should say we actually dunno wat is the SUBJECT regarding!!!

Due to the time limitation, each of us actually try the few specific chapter which are popular chapter while 2 of the smartest student JJ and Jackson keep trying the pass year, so tat we can help each other!! and finally we manage to complete those pass year, and is actually quite confident on the paper, went to school at 7 reach there about 8 something.

Went inside to the exam hall, turn the exam question!! FUCK IT!!! seriously, i dunno anything about it!! Is actually mean that what we study the night b4 is useless, cannot help anything!! the question was juz fucking simple compare to the previous paper!! i really cannot imagine tat, how come the question become so fucking low standard!!! If i know this year paper will be like tat, i wont spend time on pass year and tutorial, juz read the lecture notes!!! is juz more than enough!!! SO fucking unfair man!!!

Well,after we went to GREENBOX for karaoke, damn it!! the room we book last night was 2 and the fucking GREENBOX is juz manage to find 1 room for us!! so unfair!!haiz!! FUCKING GREENBOX!!! not enough for us to sing!!!damn it damn it damn it!!!

Well, after that,we plan to have steambot to celebrate JUStin,NAT,JJ and Joanne birthday!! Teh,JUstin follow my car and the rest follow JJ's car!! Well,is actually quite tired because we didnt sleep at all at the last night and we still went out to enjoy after that, is actually very exhausted!!! The weather was dark tat time, raining heavily, loud storm, is actually very difficult to drive!! I used to drive from subang to college so i manage to drive carefully although i feel sleepy!! But JJ is very unlucky, he met accident!! and heard it is quite serious!! I dunno how serious was the accident, but everything will be fine!! JJ dun worry about it!! We will all give full support!! TAKE CARE and Cheer up!!!!

17Sep2009

说实在的，我不是一个眼浅的人，今天起床的时候，再一次的掉泪了，蛮怪的，3天里我竟然哭了2次，我真的有问题了！！

不过这次掉泪的原因，是因为一个梦，一个很滑稽的梦，那个梦到现在还是历历在目，感觉很真实。

那个梦是这样的，那时候的我一平时一样，在TAR COLLEGE，和我的朋友一起走着去ACC的班，突然间看到一个熟悉的身影，天啊，我爸爸耶！！心想：为什么他会来呢？我走过去，想问个究竟，他却不理我，只是走进跟我一样的班，像一个学生坐在那里，等待老师的到来。

老师来了，他走过去，问老师关于我在班上的行为，十足在小学和中学的时候，然后就走来我面前，就开始骂我，在那么多人面前shoot我，然而这不是我哭得原因，我哭得原因是因为他突然间因为心脏病而倒了下来，我知道是我把他气到这样的，我不敢相信！！我哭得很厉害，然后就突然间起床了，而我发现真实的我，也在掉泪，几乎把我整个枕头都哭湿了！！

为什么我会做这样的梦呢？是一种预告还是什么呢?我不知道。我只希望我的家人都能安然无恙！！

16SEP2009

现在是星期三的早上，算一算的话，从星期天到现在，差不多80个小时，我才睡了那6个小时，我还真的第一次因为读书而捱夜的。

以前的我，不会因为考试而捱夜，不会因为学业而担心，更不会因为害怕而哭，这几天，这些平时我不会做的总终于被我“开苞”了，哈哈，感觉很新鲜。捱夜其实还好，不睡而已，没什么大碍的，我本身也是一个不爱睡的人，不睡那几个小时还好，只是感觉上真的真的很累，尤其是连续2天不睡，那种感觉应该很难被想象吧，我想我们sem的人，每一个都是这样吧！！说实在的，我什么时候开始担心我的成绩连我自己都不知道耶，很奇怪，平时的我，fail就fail啦，有什么大不了，只是我竟然开始担心，担心我的学业，担心我的成绩，担心我的未来，我真的不想就这样当一个废人，就这样混了我这一生，我觉得很不划算咯！！至于我哭嘛，严格来讲只是掉眼泪，并不是真的哭，我已经很久很久没有哭了，只是昨天我应该是一时感到很压力，眼泪才掉出来吧，不过也是掉了那一下下，所以不算是哭，不要鄙视我！！

MIS其实还好，应该是我一早准备好了，所以会比较简单，只是TAX和那科讨人厌的LAW，我都开始担心了，LAW才花了一个晚上来读，能pass到我已近很开心了，我花了两个小时写了一些连我自己都不明白的东西，看来已经是凶多吉少了。TAX更加厉害，我前前后后话了20分钟去看，结果就跑进去考场了，考试前，佩缙还问我跑进来做什么，读了20分钟都敢跑去考试，结果真的被她那张乌鸦嘴讲中，好的不灵丑的灵，我真的是不会做，1题都不敢肯定是对的，这次真的死了，下个sem不会要多考2科吧，我可不想咯！！

现在还剩下1科，只是感觉上好像很轻松，应该是艰苦的时间过了吧，不过真的还得继续努力，我可不想拿3科哦！！

14Sep2009

Yes,finally !! MIS done!!
Well, this actually one the the subject which 1 worry the most, but luckily, this year paper is better than what i expected!! LOVE U SO MUCH, MIS!!
I not dare to say tat u could get an A for it, but i think B is not a problem, I guesse!! B is actualy more than enough for me, because i was aiming for a pass so far, and it would be how good if my result become B
Well, there is 3 subjects to go, 2moro is actually very heavy sub, which is LAW on the morning while Tax on the afternoon, this will definitely take my life, GOSH!! FUCK It!!
PLS, LAw, hopefully u can help me as how MIS help me!! I LOVE U AS WELL!!!
Guys, pls wish luck to me!!
GOOD LUCK everyone!!

12Sept2009

DAMN IT!!
Seriously, worry about monday's paper ----MIS
A lot to memorize
Hopefully I can did well on it
Well, LAW is fucking boring
I have no confident on it at all!!
TAX consider to be ok!!
Not as tough as expected!!
Well, damn fucking worry!!
HELP ME!!


P/S: Nat, I will recommend ur PORN website later !!Really lacking of time to study!!

GOOD LUCK!!!

09/09/09

Well, 2day date!! DAMN FUCKING NICE!! 09/09/09. However, my mood was bad, juz because of the fucking english paper, did bad on that paper, and the worst part, time is running out!! i afraid that i have no time to study the remaining subjects!! GOSh!! Die SOON!!!

After the paper 2day, we plan to watch FINAL DESTINATION 4, but Justin and Joanne could not go because of some reasons, so sry because didnt watch wit both of u all!! We went to TS as usual, watch this movie....

Well, the story line was just same with the previous FINAL DESTINATION, is actually quite FUNNY, everyone of us was just trying to guesse how the person going to be killed, except for NATALIE, i gueese so!! I think she is kinda person who not used to watch this kind of horrified movie, she was juz afraid and started to cry, the situation is actually very wired!! this is my first time saw ppl crying because of horrified movie!! PITY GAL!! I think this type of movie is not suitable for her!! But seriously, this episod is not good as wat I expected, and the way they die, is actually very fake and honestly i couldn't feel scary at all.

If there is FINAL DESTINATION 5 next time, i think i wont waste my time and money to watch at this, unless it make some changes on the story line perhaps make the story more realistic

Well, is time to study!! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!

PHOTO

Well, here are some photos that take in a studio for my sis's graduation, and I involved in these photo, effect is not bad!! I LOVE IT so MUCH!!!

(i)family photo 1

(ii)family photo 2(i prefer this)

(iii)family photo 3(without grandmother)

(iv)Both my sis and me

So,how u guys feel? It is nice? To me is very good!!haha!!

没有什么想写，只是感觉很无聊，读书？打机？没心情，

就连听音乐都觉得烦，妈的！！人生的乐趣去了那里？

还好，今天有去踢球了一下下，感觉比较舒服

不然一直在家里，是真的会发霉的！！

在上个星期，因为要准备FA的关系
真的躲在家里，没有出去
真的有够累，有够无聊的

FA是我最有信心的一课
只是当我走出来的那一刻
我已经知道我不行了

剩下的科目
我完全没有动过
我就只剩1个星期
我想我这个sem的成绩应该会很不理想吧

LAW，我最没有接触到的科目
MIS，最多chapter的科目
TAX， 很多东西背的科目

2天考3科，死TAR COLLEGE不会分配时间的噢
不爽
我不想FAIL

谁能帮帮我？
朋友们，我知道你们不会好我很多
让我们一起死吧
有福同享，有难同当
好吗？

06SEP2009

FA done, 5 subjects to go. Well, I did my FA paper badly, really damn irritating on it!! FUCK!! My target for getting A on this subject is gone!! NO MOOD study for the rest subject!! DAMN IT!!

paper left:

--9/9/09(wed) eng
--14/9/09(mon) mis
--15/9/09(tue) law
taxation
--18/9/09(fri) maf

HAHA!! stress!! going to die soon!! FUck!!

Well, 19/9/09 will be NAT's birthday!! How to celebrate her birthday as well as to celebrate the stressful time tat we had pass which we facing now!!! JJ,our seafood is depends on u,ok?

Haiz, thinking of MIS and LAW, but raelly have no intention to study!! Will I fail for the rest of the subject? Hopefuly not. GOD BLESS ME!!

Good luck everyone!!