HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EWON

Hmm, 30 of OCT, is actually my ex’s birthday!! So, as usual, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ee Won, hope u will getting happier in ur future life and may ur wish come true!!

Well, back to last year, I was still her boyfren, but there was some problems occur between us!! My personality and behavior is the biggest problem between both of us. Hmm, I believe that everyone will have the same view to me-----childish!! Yes, even until now, I am still childish, a very very big kid!! I wonder why I have no any improvement after a year. I am still me, Donovan with childish mind, talk without using the brain, and the worst, hot temper!!

I clearly understand my weakness, but I juz dunno how should I change myself… I used to be this kind or person for 19 years and I wish to change. How come I change mylsef?

Can anyone guide me?

Any insult or opinion is welcomed!!

Thank you!!

30OCT2009

Fuck it!! What’s wrong with my computer? Or is actually the FUCKING MAXIS problem? My connection was slow these 2 days, and the worst part was I can’t access to internet!! Sei sohai, can’t do anything without internet!! FUCK IT MAN!!

Well, been boring for this few days, no entertainment, no joke, no fun!!! Been quite a period didn’t update my blog, I mean I have nth special to post!! My life was usual, went to college, attend lecture and tutorial, go back, sleep, eat!! Begin to be frustrated on this kind of fucking life!! I wonder when will I graduate and change new environment.

Time was flying so fast, it is now end of forth week, and our tough life is coming soon, I mean assignment and coursework as well. Well, our group discuss portion of audit assignment yesterday, working quite well. Perhaps I was thinking too much, I don’t know why I feel like I have communication barrier between zhu hui, peijin, Jackson and teh. Jun butt is ok, because he used to be quiet!! Actually I feel like not part of the group, maybe my personality!! I don’t know, maybe u guys can give some opinion to me…Am I so difficult to mix with perhaps my personality problem? Tell me so that I could change.. Thank you!!

Teh , Jackson, zhu hui and peijin didn’t view my blog, so for those who view my blog and study in the same group wit me, pls do not let them know!! I have no intention to create trouble, I am juz trying to express my feeling through blog!! teh,Jackson,zhu hui and peijin, if anyone of u all view this post, pls do not angry, I juz not dare to speak in front of u all regarding this problem!! Here is my apologise to u all for in case!! Is late now..Bed time!! Sweet dream everyone!!

P/S: once again I mention, I have no intention to create trouble!! Sry if causing u all gt any hard feeling

22OCT2009

Phew, thx GOD that i passed all my subject, instead it was actually a very not bad result for me...I mean for me!! get 1A- 1B+ 2B 1B- 1C+...a very common result perhaps it was bad for some others, but to me, it show improvement on my previous subject, and this will definitely make me to work harder because my target of 3.2 is getting nearer!!! Current CGPA 2.95.....

Well, i have no class today, and i slept until 9, is actually wasting the time of mine, hmm, i'm juz kind of person tat do not wan to waste time on sleeping, to me is not worth, i rather spend my time on doing other staff. As i have nothing to do, I juz have intention to cook lunch for myself!! A very simple fried rice wit nugget
Seem nice?haha!! Taste was nt bad too!!wanna try??

Random~~

Find some videos in my phone 2day!!

Hmm,is actually some crazy and funny video of Group 24~~

Let's have some fun!!

1st video


2nd video


3rd video


Guys, relax abit!! Do not worry about 2moro results!! I ady make the worst expectation!! Guys, cheer up and good luck for everyone of us!!

RANDOM~~

Well, everyone was talking about Justin's blog after weekend, Crystal was the popular topic currently!! HAHA!!

As Vito had nothing to do during 2day lecture, he copied Justin's post,OOPS!! I mean Crystal's!! haha!! Justin is the one who wrote Crystal blog!!

Here is wat VITO had copied


And this is the reaction when Jackson and Justin read it


Sohai Justin draw this


Both sohai pretend to study company's act


And last, Jackson and Justin were asking mini ZITA LAU LING LING regarding CLG

无谓的关心

虽然我已经说过我和她没有任何的关系了，我的心却做不了，这真的是讲一套，做一套

不知怎的，最近的你让我觉得很陌生，好像变成另一个人了，或许这才是你真真的性格，我不清楚。

我其实真的很想和你认真的谈一谈，你究竟发生了什么事，自从考完试后，你就好像变得有那么一点点不同，当时的我还以为是我多疑，只是现在想起来，我的多疑是对的。

这2个星期，我都坐在你隔壁，然而我一句话都没有跟你讲，是因为我不大会跟陌生人沟通，而你就是给到我这种感觉，明明是认识了1年多的朋友，却没有任何话题，你静得太不寻常了！！

说实在的，我真的很想骂你，我不知道为什么，明明是同房兼同学，关系为什么要闹得那么僵呢？谁对谁错，这很重要吗？就算是你对完，你能怎样？还不是一样，你能做出什么改变吗？与其一直敷衍人，倒不如三头六面讲清楚，至少心里不会有任何的刺。

你们女生就是这样，喜欢乱想东西，尤其是你！！诶，小姐，我送生日礼物给你，你不用想太多吧，我没有要求你戴我送你的项链，只是你需要写在blog吗？我知道你写日记是想写出你自己的感受，但是既然你有意思要让别人读你的blog，你应该知道什么是适可而止吧？就连不爽佩缙都写出来，别人看到会怎样想？你大不了少她这一位朋友，但是这样会让人觉得很难受的，你知道吗？就算我多喜欢你，我看到你blog有一直埋怨我的post，我都会不爽啦。

我告诉你，这个世界上不是只有你一个有脾气的，难道说我们就没有吗？你常常说别人没有顾你的感受，难道你就有吗？将心比心，你这样说对我们公平吗？你不开心，不爽的话，就拿出你的勇气讲出来，你在这样把自己的心情弊在心里，你的情况你定比现在糟！！

请你打开你的心门，接受别人的意见，给机会别人，也尝试给自己一个机会，好吗？

15OCT2009

Damn it!!
Why is my temper so bad!!
I don't know wat is going on me!!
I was like a mad person juz now!!
Could not control my temper
And I juz start a fight wit my sis!!
Pull her down from the chair
Feel like wacking her
Why couldn't I control my own temper
I though i had changed all the while
But i am wrong
I didnt change anything
I used to be calm person in my family
But now
Calm could not used to describe me
Another word for me
I am mad
Just like a bomb
I will explode myself anytime
I am juz afraid that
This wil become my habit for rest of my life
I felt sorry to my sis
She cried
But I have no courage to comfort her back
I knew i wrong
I regret
But wat can i do?
Nothing
Time will never turn back
Just as the water that been pour out
Wat i hope now is
Get forgiveness from my sis
And I could control my temper
GOD, I wan me EQ back!!PLS

RANDOM~~

脾气
每个人都有
只是看你懂不懂得控制
我承认我在这方面
还不是控制得很好
只是比起以前
我改了很多
至少不会像以前
那个不知天高地厚的小子
只要遇到我不开心、不如意的事
无论在任何时候，任何地方
我都可以发我的少爷脾气
也许是我从小被宠坏的关系吧
我不知道就是因为这种性格
我从小就没什么朋友
直到上了中学
我才有改善的念头
而真真改变我的
是我的前女友
她
的确改变了我很多
而这些改变也是从我中学朋友口中得知
她的确帮了我不少
只是最近的我
似乎恢复了我一点点的本性
我的脾气开始变得有点火爆
原因不详
也不想多讲
现在的我
但求控制回自己的脾气
我已心满意足了

Finally

YES!! finally, we went to Sunway Lagoon!!! Plan to go there since the 1st sem!! and due to some problem, we always cancel it on the last min, and finally, we went there on yesterday!!!

Actually we plan to go Desa WaterPark, because it is much cheaper than Sunway. However, Desa WaterPark was closed, We met haevy traffic all the way to there and end up wit close!! So Damn angry!! And after a very fast meeting, we decided to sunway because we knew that we can enjoy it because yesterday was weekday and there is definetely not much ppl!!!

Reach Sunway at 3oclock!! Paid for rm58( including deposits of rm10)!!OMG,it was so exp,we felt heart pain on that momment!!T.T It was raining yesterday but who cares, we muz play as much as possble due to the expensive entrance fees!! And juz b4 4.30, we play all the water land games!! and we played for few times, few satisfy!! Of cz we leave at 6, i mean until the sections were all closed!! Took some pictures b4 we leave!!

Batang~~

GG~~~

3 LENG Lui~~~

See Wat the HAMSAP zai trying to do!!!

Me, JJ and Justin!!

Frustrated

Well, guys, from 2day onwards, dun mix yenmei and me together!! juz stop talking anything between both of us!!

I have no any relationship wit her, i mean NO!! I think this is what she wan from me!! I guesse!! Well, seriously i knew she gt a very hard feel when u guys talk between she and me!! Mayb she is kind of person who has difficulty to express her feeling, but FINE!! I will stop it, dun talk anything again ya!! PLS!! I am totally frustrated on this kind of nonsense!!!

Jackson, Justin,Teh,JJ,Vito,Nat,Joanne,Eve,Zhu Hui,Lay Kim, you all are close to yenmei and me, thx for all the way supporting me, mayb u all are really highly expected we will be the next couple on the class, but.........It will end up on this post!! doesn't mean anything, but i think this is the best solution for me, because i really duwan to turn myself to a moody person again, just as the previous time, it is juz no worth!!

So, guys, pls understand my situation!! thank you!!

P/S: Pls really do not mention anything agian!!!

06OCT2009---HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENMEI

Happy Birthday, Yen Mei!!

Hmm, actually i have nth special to post 2day!!!

Sooo, this post is juz wish you!!

Once again, happy birthday

05OCT2009

Hmm, guys... Guesse wat is this? is actually bookmark, made by me!! Well, thx jia tat for assisting me, as he is studying design, he is the one who guide me how to create this both bookmarks. This is my 1st time to make this, hopefully someone will like it!!

04OCT2009

Hmm, as usual, went to church every sunday morning, and 2day is actually a quite special day for me!! Well, this is my 1st time to translate in front of all the church members, they said I should start to serve GOD from now, and they started to arrange more works to the youth so that they can rely on us few years later. Hmm, i though translate is actually a very simple job, but after 2day, i will never said it again, because u have to absorb it and translate it in a very short period, is actually tough, espcially to me, because my eng standard is not really good, so this is actually quite difficult for me, hopefully i will have some improvement for the next translate!!

After church service, went for lunch with my family, have Nasi Lemak with fried chicken, my favourite ^^

Went to field for my football game although I am injured, ignore my parents' advices. Scroing a fantastic goal, but playing like shit!! I wonder why my standard keep droping since recover from injury, i should done better!! well, nothing comment on my football, juz hope that i have enough time before my competition on Terrenganu on december!!!

Night time, my father ask us for movie at Pyramid!! Is actually a very shock plan for everyone of us!! He told us that we have been long time never watch movie together, but i think he is the one who wan to watch the movie... "ACCIDENT" (意外)!!haha!! The story line is about 4 ppl coorporate to assassinate ppl by creating accident, u will realised that accident is actually can be created easily but muz in a right timing!! But creating accident is juz part of the movie, and the main point is..............................






Watch urself!!!!Wakakakaka!!! Afraid that someone who has intention to watch this movie will blame me, because I wrote down every sinble story line of this movie!!

Anyway, this movie is actully not bad, cannot consideres as good, because it's ending is juz too meaningless!!

Well, I am actually quite happy 2day, because I spend a warm weekend with my family!!!

Finally can meet my fren 2moro!!! HAHA!!! Excited!! Good night!!!

02OCT2009

hmm, thinking of not to let my future son touch football. Football, is actually a very dagerous sport, there is no doubt that football is really very entertaining, but it may easy to cause injury to the player!!

I think many ppl will still remember my backbone injury, is also cause by football. Most of my frens know i love football very much, i play football almost 7 times a week, seem to be adicted by football!! Well, i never care of my injury before, because this stupid thing is always on my mind: I am still young, i can recover easily, I do not need any rest no matter the injury is serious or light. And this, make me suffer from injury once and once again!!!

Again, I suffer from injury again, but this time is quite lucky, not as serious as expected, is actually my leg injury, twisted my vein, no big problem for daily walk, but is abit dangerous when driving, cause can feel pain when i try to band my leg, i think i should rest for at least 1 week, but think doesnt mean action, i have my game on this Sunday, and i will never retreat myself on this game, maybe I am a really stuborn guy, i wont easily listen to other's advice, cause I juz nid to responbile to my own, and i do not nid to care wat other think about me!!

Hmm, juz to release my anger on my injury, doesnt mean anything!! Is actually a boring post!! Well, good night!!

01OCT2009

happy belated birthday JUstin!!haha!! forget ur birthday yesterday!! sorry!!

Well, been boring for few days, nth much to do!! Went Midvalley and the Garden today!! wit my sis and her boyfren!!! been "light bulb" for few hours!! damn paiseh!! they both talk wit each other and i am juz like a stranger!! gosh!! wat a pity guy!!

Hmm, no money to buy things, juz have a very bored window shopping!! hmm, isetan of Gardens gt some very nice formal shirt!! but price is not cheap!! insufficient money to afford it!! Have lunch at Kimgarry wit both of them and my sis's secondary frens as well!! no leng lui, but the waitress over there is not bad!! WAHAHAH!!

Den go for pool wit my sis boyfren!!! Damn, the price is exp!! rm18 for 1 hour!! and my sis's boyfren is very geng in pool!!! i have no chance to touch the ball, den start another game!! waste 9 my money!! pay rm9 watch him play!! diao!!

Timetable came out, the latest class is until 5pm only, but we don't have any free time between the interval of our class, is actually quite "sanfu" lo!! tar college really gt some problem on time management!! thursday juz one lecture!! waste my petrol from subang to setapak because of 2 hours lecture den can go back!!DAMN it!! haiz!!

Boring boring!!! have nth to do!! wat i hope now is juz faster start our lesson back!! at least can meet wit frens!! miss them so much!!!haha!!