Been long time never update my blog ady...i should say i have nth to post..do the same thing everyday,it was juz like been fixed by someone...kinda sick of it~~
Well,BEC c/w 2moro will be the final coursework(I guesse)..i am excluding the FM assignment....den the fucking final will come soon...and as we finish our final...we have 2 months to enjoy it, as 3rd sem have no exam..full coursework...everyone of us wil definitely love it so much!! wuahahahaha...
Hmm, very tired lo 2day..purposely go college to attend 2 hours of FAP lecture...sei college..give mangali diu la....dunno how to arrange time properly de...oOo...den now summore have to study BEC which is very tough to me...haiz...I wonder why is my econ was so suck..i mean for the pervious 2 times, i get C+ got both of them..hopefully i can get better this time...at least B...may GOD bless me...ALILUYA~~
Following part is for someone(ignore this if u r nt the one):
Ei, i never know that 4 words of mine make u stop ur blog for a month...sry for tat...I never though tat u will so aggresive on my nonsen...well, forget about it...i am sry about tat...anyway,take care..hope u will recover from ur illnes as soon as possible..
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
MALAYSIA "BOLEH"
I slightly remember that at my age of 9,perhaps younger, I am fucking proud of MALAYSIA, I always think that MALAYSIA is the best country,whenever someone talk something bad of MALAYSIA, I always try to argue wit him/her. Just imagine the fat look of mine on tat period, and the way i fuck others, mix it together, is that funny? I mean A FATTY FUCKING OTHERS BECAUSE OF FUCKING MALAYSIA~~
Well, as i growth older, Malaysia getting worse in my mind.
As I began to read newspaper, I felt that Malaysia is rediculous.
As I talk about MALAYSIA, oOo will come out in my mind.
As I think about MALAYSIA, Migrate is appear in my mind.
Well, in my point of view, the worst thing of Malaysia is the fucking government. First of all, juz imagine that the government is willing to pay rm500 for juz a fucking SCREW, and the quantity is about 2000, multiply it, total amount is more or less of rm1,000,000.. DAMN IT!! The money initially from us---- the citizens, we paid tax for every year for our benefits, but the government doesnt not spend it wisely, and yet most of our money was keep inside thier fucking pocket, and this is the reason why politicians will never be poor, and this is the good statement for them, RICH BECOME RICHER AND POOR BECOME POORER!! lanjiau!!
The second thing, is about the fucking traffic in MALAYSIA, actually i am wondering why the traffic of MALAYSIA can be so "GOOD"... I think most of us had tried before, a normal journey about 20 min can sometimes turn to about 1 hour or even worse!! The highway i used everyday to TAR College, which is FADERAL Highway, I am totally fed-up on that fucking highway, is actually a straight highway, no traffic light, no accident, no road block, nothing at all, and the highway can be jam for hour, sometimes even to 2 hours, can u imagine that?Maybe it was cause by ppl..sometimes they used to kepoh when something happened on the road... Actually I have intention to conduct an interview on the traffic of Malaysia, but i was juz too lazy on it, so the idea was actually give up!! Hmm, u all know the accident rate of MALAYSIA was actually very front in the World ranking? compare to other asian country, such as Cambodia, Vietnam, Indonesia, Thailand...Malaysia has the most traffic light, and yet Malaysia can lead in the accident rate!! Totally MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!
Is actually lot more for Malaysia, but i am kinda sick of it, and i gotta stop here!!
Obviously, this post is to criticism Malaysia, and I am here to apologise to those who are supporting Malaysia, is actually my point of view... And pls, do not report to police, i Don't wan get into the fucking prison!! thx
Well, as i growth older, Malaysia getting worse in my mind.
As I began to read newspaper, I felt that Malaysia is rediculous.
As I talk about MALAYSIA, oOo will come out in my mind.
As I think about MALAYSIA, Migrate is appear in my mind.
Well, in my point of view, the worst thing of Malaysia is the fucking government. First of all, juz imagine that the government is willing to pay rm500 for juz a fucking SCREW, and the quantity is about 2000, multiply it, total amount is more or less of rm1,000,000.. DAMN IT!! The money initially from us---- the citizens, we paid tax for every year for our benefits, but the government doesnt not spend it wisely, and yet most of our money was keep inside thier fucking pocket, and this is the reason why politicians will never be poor, and this is the good statement for them, RICH BECOME RICHER AND POOR BECOME POORER!! lanjiau!!
The second thing, is about the fucking traffic in MALAYSIA, actually i am wondering why the traffic of MALAYSIA can be so "GOOD"... I think most of us had tried before, a normal journey about 20 min can sometimes turn to about 1 hour or even worse!! The highway i used everyday to TAR College, which is FADERAL Highway, I am totally fed-up on that fucking highway, is actually a straight highway, no traffic light, no accident, no road block, nothing at all, and the highway can be jam for hour, sometimes even to 2 hours, can u imagine that?Maybe it was cause by ppl..sometimes they used to kepoh when something happened on the road... Actually I have intention to conduct an interview on the traffic of Malaysia, but i was juz too lazy on it, so the idea was actually give up!! Hmm, u all know the accident rate of MALAYSIA was actually very front in the World ranking? compare to other asian country, such as Cambodia, Vietnam, Indonesia, Thailand...Malaysia has the most traffic light, and yet Malaysia can lead in the accident rate!! Totally MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!
Is actually lot more for Malaysia, but i am kinda sick of it, and i gotta stop here!!
Obviously, this post is to criticism Malaysia, and I am here to apologise to those who are supporting Malaysia, is actually my point of view... And pls, do not report to police, i Don't wan get into the fucking prison!! thx
Friday, November 13, 2009
14NOV2009
Boring life~~Nth special to upload for the previous week, my blog seem to be ignored by everyone..anyway,juz forget about it...
Yesterday during lecture, our BELOVED lecturer--Ms.Chin ask our gang's na pet to act sohai..and here is the sohai video of the na pet~~
haha...this is the only part of it...and the more funny part...guesse wat?haha...come, look at the picture below...
see?compare herself wit Angelina...OMG,big different...she really gt mentally problem de lo...look so old but keep mentioned that she is only 21 years old....ooOoo.....sommore said that she want to marry Tom Cruise, 8 liong gam suitable her la....beside Tom Cruise...haha~~~
ANyway, hope that Ms.Chin wont view my blog...or i will die 99...
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
FAP(FUCK ASS PUSSY)
Sohai FAP, dunno wat is about FAP!! TOTALLY CONFUSE!!
Well, FAP mess up my mind!!! COuldn't affort it anymore!! tomorrow is the coursework!! I wonder how bad will I get!! DAMN IT!!
This POST IS JUZ TO FUCK FAP!!
Any1 disagree wit me juz ignore this POST!!
ANYWAY, FAP SUCKSSSS
Well, FAP mess up my mind!!! COuldn't affort it anymore!! tomorrow is the coursework!! I wonder how bad will I get!! DAMN IT!!
This POST IS JUZ TO FUCK FAP!!
Any1 disagree wit me juz ignore this POST!!
ANYWAY, FAP SUCKSSSS
New Scandals
New scandals in our group!! Is actually a very good news... They used to play together, eat together, sit together, DO together, work together, and now................................................................................................................ THEY SLEEP TOGETHER!!!! OMG!!! It was juz too sudden for everyone of us, yet they do not care how we look at them!!! HAHAH!! Cute boy Teh and JACKSON.....YES, is TEH and JAckson.
Don't believe? HERE are the proves
LOOK AT THE PIC!! DON'T be shock!!!
See the way they sleep? Perhaps it was too far!! But nvm, here is another closer pic!!
DANG
DANG
DANG
DANG.....
Nice? And I here to congratulate cute boy teh forno longer single and available!! Congratulation to JACKSON for successfully searched another part which suitable for HIM!!!
Don't believe? HERE are the proves
LOOK AT THE PIC!! DON'T be shock!!!
See the way they sleep? Perhaps it was too far!! But nvm, here is another closer pic!!DANG
DANG
DANG
DANG.....
Nice? And I here to congratulate cute boy teh forno longer single and available!! Congratulation to JACKSON for successfully searched another part which suitable for HIM!!!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EWON
Hmm, 30 of OCT, is actually my ex’s birthday!! So, as usual, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ee Won, hope u will getting happier in ur future life and may ur wish come true!!
Well, back to last year, I was still her boyfren, but there was some problems occur between us!! My personality and behavior is the biggest problem between both of us. Hmm, I believe that everyone will have the same view to me-----childish!! Yes, even until now, I am still childish, a very very big kid!! I wonder why I have no any improvement after a year. I am still me, Donovan with childish mind, talk without using the brain, and the worst, hot temper!!
I clearly understand my weakness, but I juz dunno how should I change myself… I used to be this kind or person for 19 years and I wish to change. How come I change mylsef?
Can anyone guide me?
Any insult or opinion is welcomed!!
Thank you!!
Well, back to last year, I was still her boyfren, but there was some problems occur between us!! My personality and behavior is the biggest problem between both of us. Hmm, I believe that everyone will have the same view to me-----childish!! Yes, even until now, I am still childish, a very very big kid!! I wonder why I have no any improvement after a year. I am still me, Donovan with childish mind, talk without using the brain, and the worst, hot temper!!
I clearly understand my weakness, but I juz dunno how should I change myself… I used to be this kind or person for 19 years and I wish to change. How come I change mylsef?
Can anyone guide me?
Any insult or opinion is welcomed!!
Thank you!!
30OCT2009
Fuck it!! What’s wrong with my computer? Or is actually the FUCKING MAXIS problem? My connection was slow these 2 days, and the worst part was I can’t access to internet!! Sei sohai, can’t do anything without internet!! FUCK IT MAN!!
Well, been boring for this few days, no entertainment, no joke, no fun!!! Been quite a period didn’t update my blog, I mean I have nth special to post!! My life was usual, went to college, attend lecture and tutorial, go back, sleep, eat!! Begin to be frustrated on this kind of fucking life!! I wonder when will I graduate and change new environment.
Time was flying so fast, it is now end of forth week, and our tough life is coming soon, I mean assignment and coursework as well. Well, our group discuss portion of audit assignment yesterday, working quite well. Perhaps I was thinking too much, I don’t know why I feel like I have communication barrier between zhu hui, peijin, Jackson and teh. Jun butt is ok, because he used to be quiet!! Actually I feel like not part of the group, maybe my personality!! I don’t know, maybe u guys can give some opinion to me…Am I so difficult to mix with perhaps my personality problem? Tell me so that I could change.. Thank you!!
Teh , Jackson, zhu hui and peijin didn’t view my blog, so for those who view my blog and study in the same group wit me, pls do not let them know!! I have no intention to create trouble, I am juz trying to express my feeling through blog!! teh,Jackson,zhu hui and peijin, if anyone of u all view this post, pls do not angry, I juz not dare to speak in front of u all regarding this problem!! Here is my apologise to u all for in case!! Is late now..Bed time!! Sweet dream everyone!!
P/S: once again I mention, I have no intention to create trouble!! Sry if causing u all gt any hard feeling
Well, been boring for this few days, no entertainment, no joke, no fun!!! Been quite a period didn’t update my blog, I mean I have nth special to post!! My life was usual, went to college, attend lecture and tutorial, go back, sleep, eat!! Begin to be frustrated on this kind of fucking life!! I wonder when will I graduate and change new environment.
Time was flying so fast, it is now end of forth week, and our tough life is coming soon, I mean assignment and coursework as well. Well, our group discuss portion of audit assignment yesterday, working quite well. Perhaps I was thinking too much, I don’t know why I feel like I have communication barrier between zhu hui, peijin, Jackson and teh. Jun butt is ok, because he used to be quiet!! Actually I feel like not part of the group, maybe my personality!! I don’t know, maybe u guys can give some opinion to me…Am I so difficult to mix with perhaps my personality problem? Tell me so that I could change.. Thank you!!
Teh , Jackson, zhu hui and peijin didn’t view my blog, so for those who view my blog and study in the same group wit me, pls do not let them know!! I have no intention to create trouble, I am juz trying to express my feeling through blog!! teh,Jackson,zhu hui and peijin, if anyone of u all view this post, pls do not angry, I juz not dare to speak in front of u all regarding this problem!! Here is my apologise to u all for in case!! Is late now..Bed time!! Sweet dream everyone!!
P/S: once again I mention, I have no intention to create trouble!! Sry if causing u all gt any hard feeling
Thursday, October 22, 2009
22OCT2009
Phew, thx GOD that i passed all my subject, instead it was actually a very not bad result for me...I mean for me!! get 1A- 1B+ 2B 1B- 1C+...a very common result perhaps it was bad for some others, but to me, it show improvement on my previous subject, and this will definitely make me to work harder because my target of 3.2 is getting nearer!!! Current CGPA 2.95.....
Well, i have no class today, and i slept until 9, is actually wasting the time of mine, hmm, i'm juz kind of person tat do not wan to waste time on sleeping, to me is not worth, i rather spend my time on doing other staff. As i have nothing to do, I juz have intention to cook lunch for myself!! A very simple fried rice wit nugget
Seem nice?haha!! Taste was nt bad too!!wanna try??
Well, i have no class today, and i slept until 9, is actually wasting the time of mine, hmm, i'm juz kind of person tat do not wan to waste time on sleeping, to me is not worth, i rather spend my time on doing other staff. As i have nothing to do, I juz have intention to cook lunch for myself!! A very simple fried rice wit nugget
Seem nice?haha!! Taste was nt bad too!!wanna try??
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Random~~
Find some videos in my phone 2day!!
Hmm,is actually some crazy and funny video of Group 24~~
Let's have some fun!!
1st video
2nd video
3rd video
Guys, relax abit!! Do not worry about 2moro results!! I ady make the worst expectation!! Guys, cheer up and good luck for everyone of us!!
Hmm,is actually some crazy and funny video of Group 24~~
Let's have some fun!!
1st video
2nd video
3rd video
Guys, relax abit!! Do not worry about 2moro results!! I ady make the worst expectation!! Guys, cheer up and good luck for everyone of us!!
Monday, October 19, 2009
RANDOM~~
Well, everyone was talking about Justin's blog after weekend, Crystal was the popular topic currently!! HAHA!!
As Vito had nothing to do during 2day lecture, he copied Justin's post,OOPS!! I mean Crystal's!! haha!! Justin is the one who wrote Crystal blog!!
Here is wat VITO had copied
And this is the reaction when Jackson and Justin read it
Sohai Justin draw this
Both sohai pretend to study company's act
And last, Jackson and Justin were asking mini ZITA LAU LING LING regarding CLG
As Vito had nothing to do during 2day lecture, he copied Justin's post,OOPS!! I mean Crystal's!! haha!! Justin is the one who wrote Crystal blog!!
Here is wat VITO had copied
And this is the reaction when Jackson and Justin read it
Sohai Justin draw this
Both sohai pretend to study company's act
And last, Jackson and Justin were asking mini ZITA LAU LING LING regarding CLG
Saturday, October 17, 2009
无谓的关心
虽然我已经说过我和她没有任何的关系了，我的心却做不了，这真的是讲一套，做一套
不知怎的，最近的你让我觉得很陌生，好像变成另一个人了，或许这才是你真真的性格，我不清楚。
我其实真的很想和你认真的谈一谈，你究竟发生了什么事，自从考完试后，你就好像变得有那么一点点不同，当时的我还以为是我多疑，只是现在想起来，我的多疑是对的。
这2个星期，我都坐在你隔壁，然而我一句话都没有跟你讲，是因为我不大会跟陌生人沟通，而你就是给到我这种感觉，明明是认识了1年多的朋友，却没有任何话题，你静得太不寻常了！！
说实在的，我真的很想骂你，我不知道为什么，明明是同房兼同学，关系为什么要闹得那么僵呢？谁对谁错，这很重要吗？就算是你对完，你能怎样？还不是一样，你能做出什么改变吗？与其一直敷衍人，倒不如三头六面讲清楚，至少心里不会有任何的刺。
你们女生就是这样，喜欢乱想东西，尤其是你！！诶，小姐，我送生日礼物给你，你不用想太多吧，我没有要求你戴我送你的项链，只是你需要写在blog吗？我知道你写日记是想写出你自己的感受，但是既然你有意思要让别人读你的blog，你应该知道什么是适可而止吧？就连不爽佩缙都写出来，别人看到会怎样想？你大不了少她这一位朋友，但是这样会让人觉得很难受的，你知道吗？就算我多喜欢你，我看到你blog有一直埋怨我的post，我都会不爽啦。
我告诉你，这个世界上不是只有你一个有脾气的，难道说我们就没有吗？你常常说别人没有顾你的感受，难道你就有吗？将心比心，你这样说对我们公平吗？你不开心，不爽的话，就拿出你的勇气讲出来，你在这样把自己的心情弊在心里，你的情况你定比现在糟！！
请你打开你的心门，接受别人的意见，给机会别人，也尝试给自己一个机会，好吗？
不知怎的，最近的你让我觉得很陌生，好像变成另一个人了，或许这才是你真真的性格，我不清楚。
我其实真的很想和你认真的谈一谈，你究竟发生了什么事，自从考完试后，你就好像变得有那么一点点不同，当时的我还以为是我多疑，只是现在想起来，我的多疑是对的。
这2个星期，我都坐在你隔壁，然而我一句话都没有跟你讲，是因为我不大会跟陌生人沟通，而你就是给到我这种感觉，明明是认识了1年多的朋友，却没有任何话题，你静得太不寻常了！！
说实在的，我真的很想骂你，我不知道为什么，明明是同房兼同学，关系为什么要闹得那么僵呢？谁对谁错，这很重要吗？就算是你对完，你能怎样？还不是一样，你能做出什么改变吗？与其一直敷衍人，倒不如三头六面讲清楚，至少心里不会有任何的刺。
你们女生就是这样，喜欢乱想东西，尤其是你！！诶，小姐，我送生日礼物给你，你不用想太多吧，我没有要求你戴我送你的项链，只是你需要写在blog吗？我知道你写日记是想写出你自己的感受，但是既然你有意思要让别人读你的blog，你应该知道什么是适可而止吧？就连不爽佩缙都写出来，别人看到会怎样想？你大不了少她这一位朋友，但是这样会让人觉得很难受的，你知道吗？就算我多喜欢你，我看到你blog有一直埋怨我的post，我都会不爽啦。
我告诉你，这个世界上不是只有你一个有脾气的，难道说我们就没有吗？你常常说别人没有顾你的感受，难道你就有吗？将心比心，你这样说对我们公平吗？你不开心，不爽的话，就拿出你的勇气讲出来，你在这样把自己的心情弊在心里，你的情况你定比现在糟！！
请你打开你的心门，接受别人的意见，给机会别人，也尝试给自己一个机会，好吗？
Thursday, October 15, 2009
15OCT2009
Damn it!!
Why is my temper so bad!!
I don't know wat is going on me!!
I was like a mad person juz now!!
Could not control my temper
And I juz start a fight wit my sis!!
Pull her down from the chair
Feel like wacking her
Why couldn't I control my own temper
I though i had changed all the while
But i am wrong
I didnt change anything
I used to be calm person in my family
But now
Calm could not used to describe me
Another word for me
I am mad
Just like a bomb
I will explode myself anytime
I am juz afraid that
This wil become my habit for rest of my life
I felt sorry to my sis
She cried
But I have no courage to comfort her back
I knew i wrong
I regret
But wat can i do?
Nothing
Time will never turn back
Just as the water that been pour out
Wat i hope now is
Get forgiveness from my sis
And I could control my temper
GOD, I wan me EQ back!!PLS
Why is my temper so bad!!
I don't know wat is going on me!!
I was like a mad person juz now!!
Could not control my temper
And I juz start a fight wit my sis!!
Pull her down from the chair
Feel like wacking her
Why couldn't I control my own temper
I though i had changed all the while
But i am wrong
I didnt change anything
I used to be calm person in my family
But now
Calm could not used to describe me
Another word for me
I am mad
Just like a bomb
I will explode myself anytime
I am juz afraid that
This wil become my habit for rest of my life
I felt sorry to my sis
She cried
But I have no courage to comfort her back
I knew i wrong
I regret
But wat can i do?
Nothing
Time will never turn back
Just as the water that been pour out
Wat i hope now is
Get forgiveness from my sis
And I could control my temper
GOD, I wan me EQ back!!PLS
Monday, October 12, 2009
RANDOM~~
脾气
每个人都有
只是看你懂不懂得控制
我承认我在这方面
还不是控制得很好
只是比起以前
我改了很多
至少不会像以前
那个不知天高地厚的小子
只要遇到我不开心、不如意的事
无论在任何时候，任何地方
我都可以发我的少爷脾气
也许是我从小被宠坏的关系吧
我不知道就是因为这种性格
我从小就没什么朋友
直到上了中学
我才有改善的念头
而真真改变我的
是我的前女友
她
的确改变了我很多
而这些改变也是从我中学朋友口中得知
她的确帮了我不少
只是最近的我
似乎恢复了我一点点的本性
我的脾气开始变得有点火爆
原因不详
也不想多讲
现在的我
但求控制回自己的脾气
我已心满意足了
每个人都有
只是看你懂不懂得控制
我承认我在这方面
还不是控制得很好
只是比起以前
我改了很多
至少不会像以前
那个不知天高地厚的小子
只要遇到我不开心、不如意的事
无论在任何时候，任何地方
我都可以发我的少爷脾气
也许是我从小被宠坏的关系吧
我不知道就是因为这种性格
我从小就没什么朋友
直到上了中学
我才有改善的念头
而真真改变我的
是我的前女友
她
的确改变了我很多
而这些改变也是从我中学朋友口中得知
她的确帮了我不少
只是最近的我
似乎恢复了我一点点的本性
我的脾气开始变得有点火爆
原因不详
也不想多讲
现在的我
但求控制回自己的脾气
我已心满意足了
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Finally
YES!! finally, we went to Sunway Lagoon!!! Plan to go there since the 1st sem!! and due to some problem, we always cancel it on the last min, and finally, we went there on yesterday!!!
Actually we plan to go Desa WaterPark, because it is much cheaper than Sunway. However, Desa WaterPark was closed, We met haevy traffic all the way to there and end up wit close!! So Damn angry!! And after a very fast meeting, we decided to sunway because we knew that we can enjoy it because yesterday was weekday and there is definetely not much ppl!!!
Reach Sunway at 3oclock!! Paid for rm58( including deposits of rm10)!!OMG,it was so exp,we felt heart pain on that momment!!T.T It was raining yesterday but who cares, we muz play as much as possble due to the expensive entrance fees!! And juz b4 4.30, we play all the water land games!! and we played for few times, few satisfy!! Of cz we leave at 6, i mean until the sections were all closed!! Took some pictures b4 we leave!!
Actually we plan to go Desa WaterPark, because it is much cheaper than Sunway. However, Desa WaterPark was closed, We met haevy traffic all the way to there and end up wit close!! So Damn angry!! And after a very fast meeting, we decided to sunway because we knew that we can enjoy it because yesterday was weekday and there is definetely not much ppl!!!
Reach Sunway at 3oclock!! Paid for rm58( including deposits of rm10)!!OMG,it was so exp,we felt heart pain on that momment!!T.T It was raining yesterday but who cares, we muz play as much as possble due to the expensive entrance fees!! And juz b4 4.30, we play all the water land games!! and we played for few times, few satisfy!! Of cz we leave at 6, i mean until the sections were all closed!! Took some pictures b4 we leave!!
Batang~~ 
GG~~~
3 LENG Lui~~~
See Wat the HAMSAP zai trying to do!!!
Me, JJ and Justin!!
Frustrated
Well, guys, from 2day onwards, dun mix yenmei and me together!! juz stop talking anything between both of us!!
I have no any relationship wit her, i mean NO!! I think this is what she wan from me!! I guesse!! Well, seriously i knew she gt a very hard feel when u guys talk between she and me!! Mayb she is kind of person who has difficulty to express her feeling, but FINE!! I will stop it, dun talk anything again ya!! PLS!! I am totally frustrated on this kind of nonsense!!!
Jackson, Justin,Teh,JJ,Vito,Nat,Joanne,Eve,Zhu Hui,Lay Kim, you all are close to yenmei and me, thx for all the way supporting me, mayb u all are really highly expected we will be the next couple on the class, but.........It will end up on this post!! doesn't mean anything, but i think this is the best solution for me, because i really duwan to turn myself to a moody person again, just as the previous time, it is juz no worth!!
So, guys, pls understand my situation!! thank you!!
P/S: Pls really do not mention anything agian!!!
I have no any relationship wit her, i mean NO!! I think this is what she wan from me!! I guesse!! Well, seriously i knew she gt a very hard feel when u guys talk between she and me!! Mayb she is kind of person who has difficulty to express her feeling, but FINE!! I will stop it, dun talk anything again ya!! PLS!! I am totally frustrated on this kind of nonsense!!!
Jackson, Justin,Teh,JJ,Vito,Nat,Joanne,Eve,Zhu Hui,Lay Kim, you all are close to yenmei and me, thx for all the way supporting me, mayb u all are really highly expected we will be the next couple on the class, but.........It will end up on this post!! doesn't mean anything, but i think this is the best solution for me, because i really duwan to turn myself to a moody person again, just as the previous time, it is juz no worth!!
So, guys, pls understand my situation!! thank you!!
P/S: Pls really do not mention anything agian!!!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
06OCT2009---HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENMEI
Happy Birthday, Yen Mei!!
Hmm, actually i have nth special to post 2day!!!
Sooo, this post is juz wish you!!
Once again, happy birthday
Hmm, actually i have nth special to post 2day!!!
Sooo, this post is juz wish you!!
Once again, happy birthday
Monday, October 5, 2009
05OCT2009
Hmm, guys... Guesse wat is this? is actually bookmark, made by me!! Well, thx jia tat for assisting me, as he is studying design, he is the one who guide me how to create this both bookmarks. This is my 1st time to make this, hopefully someone will like it!!04OCT2009
Hmm, as usual, went to church every sunday morning, and 2day is actually a quite special day for me!! Well, this is my 1st time to translate in front of all the church members, they said I should start to serve GOD from now, and they started to arrange more works to the youth so that they can rely on us few years later. Hmm, i though translate is actually a very simple job, but after 2day, i will never said it again, because u have to absorb it and translate it in a very short period, is actually tough, espcially to me, because my eng standard is not really good, so this is actually quite difficult for me, hopefully i will have some improvement for the next translate!!
After church service, went for lunch with my family, have Nasi Lemak with fried chicken, my favourite ^^
Went to field for my football game although I am injured, ignore my parents' advices. Scroing a fantastic goal, but playing like shit!! I wonder why my standard keep droping since recover from injury, i should done better!! well, nothing comment on my football, juz hope that i have enough time before my competition on Terrenganu on december!!!
Night time, my father ask us for movie at Pyramid!! Is actually a very shock plan for everyone of us!! He told us that we have been long time never watch movie together, but i think he is the one who wan to watch the movie... "ACCIDENT" (意外)!!haha!! The story line is about 4 ppl coorporate to assassinate ppl by creating accident, u will realised that accident is actually can be created easily but muz in a right timing!! But creating accident is juz part of the movie, and the main point is..............................
Watch urself!!!!Wakakakaka!!! Afraid that someone who has intention to watch this movie will blame me, because I wrote down every sinble story line of this movie!!
Anyway, this movie is actully not bad, cannot consideres as good, because it's ending is juz too meaningless!!
Well, I am actually quite happy 2day, because I spend a warm weekend with my family!!!
Finally can meet my fren 2moro!!! HAHA!!! Excited!! Good night!!!
After church service, went for lunch with my family, have Nasi Lemak with fried chicken, my favourite ^^
Went to field for my football game although I am injured, ignore my parents' advices. Scroing a fantastic goal, but playing like shit!! I wonder why my standard keep droping since recover from injury, i should done better!! well, nothing comment on my football, juz hope that i have enough time before my competition on Terrenganu on december!!!
Night time, my father ask us for movie at Pyramid!! Is actually a very shock plan for everyone of us!! He told us that we have been long time never watch movie together, but i think he is the one who wan to watch the movie... "ACCIDENT" (意外)!!haha!! The story line is about 4 ppl coorporate to assassinate ppl by creating accident, u will realised that accident is actually can be created easily but muz in a right timing!! But creating accident is juz part of the movie, and the main point is..............................
Watch urself!!!!Wakakakaka!!! Afraid that someone who has intention to watch this movie will blame me, because I wrote down every sinble story line of this movie!!
Anyway, this movie is actully not bad, cannot consideres as good, because it's ending is juz too meaningless!!
Well, I am actually quite happy 2day, because I spend a warm weekend with my family!!!
Finally can meet my fren 2moro!!! HAHA!!! Excited!! Good night!!!
Friday, October 2, 2009
02OCT2009
hmm, thinking of not to let my future son touch football. Football, is actually a very dagerous sport, there is no doubt that football is really very entertaining, but it may easy to cause injury to the player!!
I think many ppl will still remember my backbone injury, is also cause by football. Most of my frens know i love football very much, i play football almost 7 times a week, seem to be adicted by football!! Well, i never care of my injury before, because this stupid thing is always on my mind: I am still young, i can recover easily, I do not need any rest no matter the injury is serious or light. And this, make me suffer from injury once and once again!!!
Again, I suffer from injury again, but this time is quite lucky, not as serious as expected, is actually my leg injury, twisted my vein, no big problem for daily walk, but is abit dangerous when driving, cause can feel pain when i try to band my leg, i think i should rest for at least 1 week, but think doesnt mean action, i have my game on this Sunday, and i will never retreat myself on this game, maybe I am a really stuborn guy, i wont easily listen to other's advice, cause I juz nid to responbile to my own, and i do not nid to care wat other think about me!!
Hmm, juz to release my anger on my injury, doesnt mean anything!! Is actually a boring post!! Well, good night!!
I think many ppl will still remember my backbone injury, is also cause by football. Most of my frens know i love football very much, i play football almost 7 times a week, seem to be adicted by football!! Well, i never care of my injury before, because this stupid thing is always on my mind: I am still young, i can recover easily, I do not need any rest no matter the injury is serious or light. And this, make me suffer from injury once and once again!!!
Again, I suffer from injury again, but this time is quite lucky, not as serious as expected, is actually my leg injury, twisted my vein, no big problem for daily walk, but is abit dangerous when driving, cause can feel pain when i try to band my leg, i think i should rest for at least 1 week, but think doesnt mean action, i have my game on this Sunday, and i will never retreat myself on this game, maybe I am a really stuborn guy, i wont easily listen to other's advice, cause I juz nid to responbile to my own, and i do not nid to care wat other think about me!!
Hmm, juz to release my anger on my injury, doesnt mean anything!! Is actually a boring post!! Well, good night!!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
01OCT2009
happy belated birthday JUstin!!haha!! forget ur birthday yesterday!! sorry!!
Well, been boring for few days, nth much to do!! Went Midvalley and the Garden today!! wit my sis and her boyfren!!! been "light bulb" for few hours!! damn paiseh!! they both talk wit each other and i am juz like a stranger!! gosh!! wat a pity guy!!
Hmm, no money to buy things, juz have a very bored window shopping!! hmm, isetan of Gardens gt some very nice formal shirt!! but price is not cheap!! insufficient money to afford it!! Have lunch at Kimgarry wit both of them and my sis's secondary frens as well!! no leng lui, but the waitress over there is not bad!! WAHAHAH!!
Den go for pool wit my sis boyfren!!! Damn, the price is exp!! rm18 for 1 hour!! and my sis's boyfren is very geng in pool!!! i have no chance to touch the ball, den start another game!! waste 9 my money!! pay rm9 watch him play!! diao!!
Timetable came out, the latest class is until 5pm only, but we don't have any free time between the interval of our class, is actually quite "sanfu" lo!! tar college really gt some problem on time management!! thursday juz one lecture!! waste my petrol from subang to setapak because of 2 hours lecture den can go back!!DAMN it!! haiz!!
Boring boring!!! have nth to do!! wat i hope now is juz faster start our lesson back!! at least can meet wit frens!! miss them so much!!!haha!!
Well, been boring for few days, nth much to do!! Went Midvalley and the Garden today!! wit my sis and her boyfren!!! been "light bulb" for few hours!! damn paiseh!! they both talk wit each other and i am juz like a stranger!! gosh!! wat a pity guy!!
Hmm, no money to buy things, juz have a very bored window shopping!! hmm, isetan of Gardens gt some very nice formal shirt!! but price is not cheap!! insufficient money to afford it!! Have lunch at Kimgarry wit both of them and my sis's secondary frens as well!! no leng lui, but the waitress over there is not bad!! WAHAHAH!!
Den go for pool wit my sis boyfren!!! Damn, the price is exp!! rm18 for 1 hour!! and my sis's boyfren is very geng in pool!!! i have no chance to touch the ball, den start another game!! waste 9 my money!! pay rm9 watch him play!! diao!!
Timetable came out, the latest class is until 5pm only, but we don't have any free time between the interval of our class, is actually quite "sanfu" lo!! tar college really gt some problem on time management!! thursday juz one lecture!! waste my petrol from subang to setapak because of 2 hours lecture den can go back!!DAMN it!! haiz!!
Boring boring!!! have nth to do!! wat i hope now is juz faster start our lesson back!! at least can meet wit frens!! miss them so much!!!haha!!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
late post
been so long didnt touch my blog!! nth special to post!! damn boring during this holiday!! Well, this is some pic taken during our bible camp which located at TELUK DALAM RESORT!!! An island which is under Pulau pangkor, the environment is actually not bad!! very suitable for ppl to relax at the island, espcially for the old citizens, is actually very peaceful and quite!! really enjoy in the island!! Well, here are the pics
---->>this is the place we overnight
--->>>evening view!! nice!! i like this view so much!!
during our free time on the second day!! play water pool with ipoh's christian!!
beach volleyball!!! something new for me, cz really never tried it before, miss every ball!
praying!!
---->>this is the place we overnight
--->>>evening view!! nice!! i like this view so much!!
these 2 pics are part of the pic during the outdoor games!! I am the one who in charge these activities!!!
during our free time on the second day!! play water pool with ipoh's christian!!
beach volleyball!!! something new for me, cz really never tried it before, miss every ball!
praying!!
Assembely of christian of IPOH & KL!!
YOUTH!!
Well, it was actually a 3 days 2 nights camp, glad to know frens from ipoh, they are very friendly and is actually very easy to mix with, learn something from this camp, hopefully it can benifits me!! Well,frens from IPOH, waiting for another chance to meet u once again!! take care!!
Friday, September 18, 2009
19SEP2009
Nat,HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya!!! May ur wish come true!!
Well,finally we done all the papers!! Is actually feel better after the exam, but when think about the fucking result tat we will get after 3 or 4 weeks later, my mood automatically become so fucking moody!! DAMN IT!!
U all know what? The day b4 exam, teh,jackson,JJ,nat,joanne and me went to Justin house to have group study because we really dunno anything about the fucking MAF and we didnt sleep for the whole night. Maybe we should responsible to our own, because we try to skip the class everyday due to some unsatisfactory of the lecturer, and the knowledge we gain is getting less or should say we actually dunno wat is the SUBJECT regarding!!!
Due to the time limitation, each of us actually try the few specific chapter which are popular chapter while 2 of the smartest student JJ and Jackson keep trying the pass year, so tat we can help each other!! and finally we manage to complete those pass year, and is actually quite confident on the paper, went to school at 7 reach there about 8 something.
Went inside to the exam hall, turn the exam question!! FUCK IT!!! seriously, i dunno anything about it!! Is actually mean that what we study the night b4 is useless, cannot help anything!! the question was juz fucking simple compare to the previous paper!! i really cannot imagine tat, how come the question become so fucking low standard!!! If i know this year paper will be like tat, i wont spend time on pass year and tutorial, juz read the lecture notes!!! is juz more than enough!!! SO fucking unfair man!!!
Well,after we went to GREENBOX for karaoke, damn it!! the room we book last night was 2 and the fucking GREENBOX is juz manage to find 1 room for us!! so unfair!!haiz!! FUCKING GREENBOX!!! not enough for us to sing!!!damn it damn it damn it!!!
Well, after that,we plan to have steambot to celebrate JUStin,NAT,JJ and Joanne birthday!! Teh,JUstin follow my car and the rest follow JJ's car!! Well,is actually quite tired because we didnt sleep at all at the last night and we still went out to enjoy after that, is actually very exhausted!!! The weather was dark tat time, raining heavily, loud storm, is actually very difficult to drive!! I used to drive from subang to college so i manage to drive carefully although i feel sleepy!! But JJ is very unlucky, he met accident!! and heard it is quite serious!! I dunno how serious was the accident, but everything will be fine!! JJ dun worry about it!! We will all give full support!! TAKE CARE and Cheer up!!!!
Well,finally we done all the papers!! Is actually feel better after the exam, but when think about the fucking result tat we will get after 3 or 4 weeks later, my mood automatically become so fucking moody!! DAMN IT!!
U all know what? The day b4 exam, teh,jackson,JJ,nat,joanne and me went to Justin house to have group study because we really dunno anything about the fucking MAF and we didnt sleep for the whole night. Maybe we should responsible to our own, because we try to skip the class everyday due to some unsatisfactory of the lecturer, and the knowledge we gain is getting less or should say we actually dunno wat is the SUBJECT regarding!!!
Due to the time limitation, each of us actually try the few specific chapter which are popular chapter while 2 of the smartest student JJ and Jackson keep trying the pass year, so tat we can help each other!! and finally we manage to complete those pass year, and is actually quite confident on the paper, went to school at 7 reach there about 8 something.
Went inside to the exam hall, turn the exam question!! FUCK IT!!! seriously, i dunno anything about it!! Is actually mean that what we study the night b4 is useless, cannot help anything!! the question was juz fucking simple compare to the previous paper!! i really cannot imagine tat, how come the question become so fucking low standard!!! If i know this year paper will be like tat, i wont spend time on pass year and tutorial, juz read the lecture notes!!! is juz more than enough!!! SO fucking unfair man!!!
Well,after we went to GREENBOX for karaoke, damn it!! the room we book last night was 2 and the fucking GREENBOX is juz manage to find 1 room for us!! so unfair!!haiz!! FUCKING GREENBOX!!! not enough for us to sing!!!damn it damn it damn it!!!
Well, after that,we plan to have steambot to celebrate JUStin,NAT,JJ and Joanne birthday!! Teh,JUstin follow my car and the rest follow JJ's car!! Well,is actually quite tired because we didnt sleep at all at the last night and we still went out to enjoy after that, is actually very exhausted!!! The weather was dark tat time, raining heavily, loud storm, is actually very difficult to drive!! I used to drive from subang to college so i manage to drive carefully although i feel sleepy!! But JJ is very unlucky, he met accident!! and heard it is quite serious!! I dunno how serious was the accident, but everything will be fine!! JJ dun worry about it!! We will all give full support!! TAKE CARE and Cheer up!!!!
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
17Sep2009
说实在的，我不是一个眼浅的人，今天起床的时候，再一次的掉泪了，蛮怪的，3天里我竟然哭了2次，我真的有问题了！！
不过这次掉泪的原因，是因为一个梦，一个很滑稽的梦，那个梦到现在还是历历在目，感觉很真实。
那个梦是这样的，那时候的我一平时一样，在TAR COLLEGE，和我的朋友一起走着去ACC的班，突然间看到一个熟悉的身影，天啊，我爸爸耶！！心想：为什么他会来呢？我走过去，想问个究竟，他却不理我，只是走进跟我一样的班，像一个学生坐在那里，等待老师的到来。
老师来了，他走过去，问老师关于我在班上的行为，十足在小学和中学的时候，然后就走来我面前，就开始骂我，在那么多人面前shoot我，然而这不是我哭得原因，我哭得原因是因为他突然间因为心脏病而倒了下来，我知道是我把他气到这样的，我不敢相信！！我哭得很厉害，然后就突然间起床了，而我发现真实的我，也在掉泪，几乎把我整个枕头都哭湿了！！
为什么我会做这样的梦呢？是一种预告还是什么呢?我不知道。我只希望我的家人都能安然无恙！！
不过这次掉泪的原因，是因为一个梦，一个很滑稽的梦，那个梦到现在还是历历在目，感觉很真实。
那个梦是这样的，那时候的我一平时一样，在TAR COLLEGE，和我的朋友一起走着去ACC的班，突然间看到一个熟悉的身影，天啊，我爸爸耶！！心想：为什么他会来呢？我走过去，想问个究竟，他却不理我，只是走进跟我一样的班，像一个学生坐在那里，等待老师的到来。
老师来了，他走过去，问老师关于我在班上的行为，十足在小学和中学的时候，然后就走来我面前，就开始骂我，在那么多人面前shoot我，然而这不是我哭得原因，我哭得原因是因为他突然间因为心脏病而倒了下来，我知道是我把他气到这样的，我不敢相信！！我哭得很厉害，然后就突然间起床了，而我发现真实的我，也在掉泪，几乎把我整个枕头都哭湿了！！
为什么我会做这样的梦呢？是一种预告还是什么呢?我不知道。我只希望我的家人都能安然无恙！！
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
16SEP2009
现在是星期三的早上，算一算的话，从星期天到现在，差不多80个小时，我才睡了那6个小时，我还真的第一次因为读书而捱夜的。
以前的我，不会因为考试而捱夜，不会因为学业而担心，更不会因为害怕而哭，这几天，这些平时我不会做的总终于被我“开苞”了，哈哈，感觉很新鲜。捱夜其实还好，不睡而已，没什么大碍的，我本身也是一个不爱睡的人，不睡那几个小时还好，只是感觉上真的真的很累，尤其是连续2天不睡，那种感觉应该很难被想象吧，我想我们sem的人，每一个都是这样吧！！说实在的，我什么时候开始担心我的成绩连我自己都不知道耶，很奇怪，平时的我，fail就fail啦，有什么大不了，只是我竟然开始担心，担心我的学业，担心我的成绩，担心我的未来，我真的不想就这样当一个废人，就这样混了我这一生，我觉得很不划算咯！！至于我哭嘛，严格来讲只是掉眼泪，并不是真的哭，我已经很久很久没有哭了，只是昨天我应该是一时感到很压力，眼泪才掉出来吧，不过也是掉了那一下下，所以不算是哭，不要鄙视我！！
MIS其实还好，应该是我一早准备好了，所以会比较简单，只是TAX和那科讨人厌的LAW，我都开始担心了，LAW才花了一个晚上来读，能pass到我已近很开心了，我花了两个小时写了一些连我自己都不明白的东西，看来已经是凶多吉少了。TAX更加厉害，我前前后后话了20分钟去看，结果就跑进去考场了，考试前，佩缙还问我跑进来做什么，读了20分钟都敢跑去考试，结果真的被她那张乌鸦嘴讲中，好的不灵丑的灵，我真的是不会做，1题都不敢肯定是对的，这次真的死了，下个sem不会要多考2科吧，我可不想咯！！
现在还剩下1科，只是感觉上好像很轻松，应该是艰苦的时间过了吧，不过真的还得继续努力，我可不想拿3科哦！！
以前的我，不会因为考试而捱夜，不会因为学业而担心，更不会因为害怕而哭，这几天，这些平时我不会做的总终于被我“开苞”了，哈哈，感觉很新鲜。捱夜其实还好，不睡而已，没什么大碍的，我本身也是一个不爱睡的人，不睡那几个小时还好，只是感觉上真的真的很累，尤其是连续2天不睡，那种感觉应该很难被想象吧，我想我们sem的人，每一个都是这样吧！！说实在的，我什么时候开始担心我的成绩连我自己都不知道耶，很奇怪，平时的我，fail就fail啦，有什么大不了，只是我竟然开始担心，担心我的学业，担心我的成绩，担心我的未来，我真的不想就这样当一个废人，就这样混了我这一生，我觉得很不划算咯！！至于我哭嘛，严格来讲只是掉眼泪，并不是真的哭，我已经很久很久没有哭了，只是昨天我应该是一时感到很压力，眼泪才掉出来吧，不过也是掉了那一下下，所以不算是哭，不要鄙视我！！
MIS其实还好，应该是我一早准备好了，所以会比较简单，只是TAX和那科讨人厌的LAW，我都开始担心了，LAW才花了一个晚上来读，能pass到我已近很开心了，我花了两个小时写了一些连我自己都不明白的东西，看来已经是凶多吉少了。TAX更加厉害，我前前后后话了20分钟去看，结果就跑进去考场了，考试前，佩缙还问我跑进来做什么，读了20分钟都敢跑去考试，结果真的被她那张乌鸦嘴讲中，好的不灵丑的灵，我真的是不会做，1题都不敢肯定是对的，这次真的死了，下个sem不会要多考2科吧，我可不想咯！！
现在还剩下1科，只是感觉上好像很轻松，应该是艰苦的时间过了吧，不过真的还得继续努力，我可不想拿3科哦！！
Monday, September 14, 2009
14Sep2009
Yes,finally !! MIS done!!
Well, this actually one the the subject which 1 worry the most, but luckily, this year paper is better than what i expected!! LOVE U SO MUCH, MIS!!
I not dare to say tat u could get an A for it, but i think B is not a problem, I guesse!! B is actualy more than enough for me, because i was aiming for a pass so far, and it would be how good if my result become B
Well, there is 3 subjects to go, 2moro is actually very heavy sub, which is LAW on the morning while Tax on the afternoon, this will definitely take my life, GOSH!! FUCK It!!
PLS, LAw, hopefully u can help me as how MIS help me!! I LOVE U AS WELL!!!
Guys, pls wish luck to me!!
GOOD LUCK everyone!!
Well, this actually one the the subject which 1 worry the most, but luckily, this year paper is better than what i expected!! LOVE U SO MUCH, MIS!!
I not dare to say tat u could get an A for it, but i think B is not a problem, I guesse!! B is actualy more than enough for me, because i was aiming for a pass so far, and it would be how good if my result become B
Well, there is 3 subjects to go, 2moro is actually very heavy sub, which is LAW on the morning while Tax on the afternoon, this will definitely take my life, GOSH!! FUCK It!!
PLS, LAw, hopefully u can help me as how MIS help me!! I LOVE U AS WELL!!!
Guys, pls wish luck to me!!
GOOD LUCK everyone!!
Friday, September 11, 2009
12Sept2009
DAMN IT!!
Seriously, worry about monday's paper ----MIS
A lot to memorize
Hopefully I can did well on it
Well, LAW is fucking boring
I have no confident on it at all!!
TAX consider to be ok!!
Not as tough as expected!!
Well, damn fucking worry!!
HELP ME!!
P/S: Nat, I will recommend ur PORN website later !!Really lacking of time to study!!
GOOD LUCK!!!
Seriously, worry about monday's paper ----MIS
A lot to memorize
Hopefully I can did well on it
Well, LAW is fucking boring
I have no confident on it at all!!
TAX consider to be ok!!
Not as tough as expected!!
Well, damn fucking worry!!
HELP ME!!
P/S: Nat, I will recommend ur PORN website later !!Really lacking of time to study!!
GOOD LUCK!!!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
09/09/09
Well, 2day date!! DAMN FUCKING NICE!! 09/09/09. However, my mood was bad, juz because of the fucking english paper, did bad on that paper, and the worst part, time is running out!! i afraid that i have no time to study the remaining subjects!! GOSh!! Die SOON!!!
After the paper 2day, we plan to watch FINAL DESTINATION 4, but Justin and Joanne could not go because of some reasons, so sry because didnt watch wit both of u all!! We went to TS as usual, watch this movie....
Well, the story line was just same with the previous FINAL DESTINATION, is actually quite FUNNY, everyone of us was just trying to guesse how the person going to be killed, except for NATALIE, i gueese so!! I think she is kinda person who not used to watch this kind of horrified movie, she was juz afraid and started to cry, the situation is actually very wired!! this is my first time saw ppl crying because of horrified movie!! PITY GAL!! I think this type of movie is not suitable for her!! But seriously, this episod is not good as wat I expected, and the way they die, is actually very fake and honestly i couldn't feel scary at all.
If there is FINAL DESTINATION 5 next time, i think i wont waste my time and money to watch at this, unless it make some changes on the story line perhaps make the story more realistic
Well, is time to study!! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!
Sunday, September 6, 2009
PHOTO
Well, here are some photos that take in a studio for my sis's graduation, and I involved in these photo, effect is not bad!! I LOVE IT so MUCH!!!
(i)family photo 1
(ii)family photo 2(i prefer this)
(iii)family photo 3(without grandmother)
(iv)Both my 
sis and me
sis and meSo,how u guys feel? It is nice? To me is very good!!haha!!
没有什么想写，只是感觉很无聊，读书？打机？没心情，
就连听音乐都觉得烦，妈的！！人生的乐趣去了那里？
还好，今天有去踢球了一下下，感觉比较舒服
不然一直在家里，是真的会发霉的！！
在上个星期，因为要准备FA的关系
真的躲在家里，没有出去
真的有够累，有够无聊的
FA是我最有信心的一课
只是当我走出来的那一刻
我已经知道我不行了
剩下的科目
我完全没有动过
我就只剩1个星期
我想我这个sem的成绩应该会很不理想吧
LAW，我最没有接触到的科目
MIS，最多chapter的科目
TAX， 很多东西背的科目
2天考3科，死TAR COLLEGE不会分配时间的噢
不爽
我不想FAIL
谁能帮帮我？
朋友们，我知道你们不会好我很多
让我们一起死吧
有福同享，有难同当
好吗？
就连听音乐都觉得烦，妈的！！人生的乐趣去了那里？
还好，今天有去踢球了一下下，感觉比较舒服
不然一直在家里，是真的会发霉的！！
在上个星期，因为要准备FA的关系
真的躲在家里，没有出去
真的有够累，有够无聊的
FA是我最有信心的一课
只是当我走出来的那一刻
我已经知道我不行了
剩下的科目
我完全没有动过
我就只剩1个星期
我想我这个sem的成绩应该会很不理想吧
LAW，我最没有接触到的科目
MIS，最多chapter的科目
TAX， 很多东西背的科目
2天考3科，死TAR COLLEGE不会分配时间的噢
不爽
我不想FAIL
谁能帮帮我？
朋友们，我知道你们不会好我很多
让我们一起死吧
有福同享，有难同当
好吗？
06SEP2009
FA done, 5 subjects to go. Well, I did my FA paper badly, really damn irritating on it!! FUCK!! My target for getting A on this subject is gone!! NO MOOD study for the rest subject!! DAMN IT!!
paper left:
--9/9/09(wed) eng
--14/9/09(mon) mis
--15/9/09(tue) law
taxation
--18/9/09(fri) maf
HAHA!! stress!! going to die soon!! FUck!!
Well, 19/9/09 will be NAT's birthday!! How to celebrate her birthday as well as to celebrate the stressful time tat we had pass which we facing now!!! JJ,our seafood is depends on u,ok?
Haiz, thinking of MIS and LAW, but raelly have no intention to study!! Will I fail for the rest of the subject? Hopefuly not. GOD BLESS ME!!
Good luck everyone!!
paper left:
--9/9/09(wed) eng
--14/9/09(mon) mis
--15/9/09(tue) law
taxation
--18/9/09(fri) maf
HAHA!! stress!! going to die soon!! FUck!!
Well, 19/9/09 will be NAT's birthday!! How to celebrate her birthday as well as to celebrate the stressful time tat we had pass which we facing now!!! JJ,our seafood is depends on u,ok?
Haiz, thinking of MIS and LAW, but raelly have no intention to study!! Will I fail for the rest of the subject? Hopefuly not. GOD BLESS ME!!
Good luck everyone!!
Friday, August 28, 2009
29AUG2009
今天早上，我做了一件我平時都不會做的事―――跑步。對我而言，跑步是件事毫無意義的事情，只是平時別人用來打發自己空閑的時間。但是，為什么我今天會忽然會去跑步呢？我不知道，或許是因為平時聽你講你有跑步的習慣吧
說實在的，我的生活確有被你影響了一點點。真確來說，我是想學習你的生活習慣。我記得你曾經問過我為什么我的話好像比之前少了，那時候，我給你的答案是不想講那么多，沒什么的。其實，我是想學習你，不要講那么多話，大部分的時間都保持沉默，只是以我的性格，能講少點話已經是很不錯了。
在這個sem的開始，我的gang的人都發覺到我每次叫的飲料一定會是kopi o（免甜），我不想喝那么多甜的東西，是因為你不能多喝有糖分的東西。可能你會覺得我很白癡，做一些很無聊的東西，只是我覺得我想融入的的世界，學習你的習慣，這樣我都很開心了。
至于跑步嘛，我不知道我可以堅持多久，也許就只是這一天，也或許跑步會成為我生活的一部分，我不知道。今天跑步的時候，我發現我跑的速度會比周圍的人來得快，而且我也不用怎么休息，應該是我有踢球的習慣吧。相比之下，我覺得跑步容易得多了。
離考試還有1個星期，我也不想打擾你了。你要我不要那么緊張你，我是很想做到，只是當你一喜歡的東西受到毀壞或者不見了，你都會緊張，更何況是人呢？人其實有自己的處事方法，你或許會不認同我的做法，但是我一樣做不到你覺得對的事，也許“固執”是我們之間唯一共同的性格吧。我能講的就只有對不起
說實在的，我的生活確有被你影響了一點點。真確來說，我是想學習你的生活習慣。我記得你曾經問過我為什么我的話好像比之前少了，那時候，我給你的答案是不想講那么多，沒什么的。其實，我是想學習你，不要講那么多話，大部分的時間都保持沉默，只是以我的性格，能講少點話已經是很不錯了。
在這個sem的開始，我的gang的人都發覺到我每次叫的飲料一定會是kopi o（免甜），我不想喝那么多甜的東西，是因為你不能多喝有糖分的東西。可能你會覺得我很白癡，做一些很無聊的東西，只是我覺得我想融入的的世界，學習你的習慣，這樣我都很開心了。
至于跑步嘛，我不知道我可以堅持多久，也許就只是這一天，也或許跑步會成為我生活的一部分，我不知道。今天跑步的時候，我發現我跑的速度會比周圍的人來得快，而且我也不用怎么休息，應該是我有踢球的習慣吧。相比之下，我覺得跑步容易得多了。
離考試還有1個星期，我也不想打擾你了。你要我不要那么緊張你，我是很想做到，只是當你一喜歡的東西受到毀壞或者不見了，你都會緊張，更何況是人呢？人其實有自己的處事方法，你或許會不認同我的做法，但是我一樣做不到你覺得對的事，也許“固執”是我們之間唯一共同的性格吧。我能講的就只有對不起
Sunday, August 23, 2009
23AUG2009
离考试只剩下13天，而懒散的我还没怎么认真去温习，也只是偶尔翻翻我的notes，是时候该读书了吧。
昨天，收到电话，seremban的coach叫我去他的队，成为他的队员，我拿不定主意。我想了一个晚上，我真的很矛盾，一方面我不想背叛，而另一方面我是想换一下环境。我并没有到seremban那里，因为想到一句：如果跳过去没有什么分别的话，为何要换呢？说实在的，我不知道究竟会不会有分别，不过我却觉得我这个决定是对的，至少我在这里和其他队员都培养出默契了，感觉上很像一家人，没有可能为了一些诱惑而离弃我的家人吧
这两天，我的心情都很不好，原因大概都不用我多讲了。我其实真的需要和我的家人道歉，就对他们发了我不该发的脾气，我的婆婆、二姑、三姑以及我的姐姐，真的很对不起，我真的控制不了我自己的情绪，或许是你们没有察觉到我的心情，一直在那里讲一些有完没完的东西，感觉很烦，才会对你们发这么大的脾气，对不起。
其实我也不知道为什么我会有如此大的醋意，就只是一封信，我就那么没有心情，好像傻佬似的，我真的很想压抑自己的情绪，只是现在的我真的做不到，或许会有这么的一天，不过一定不会是短时间之内。为了不让我的朋友担心，我不会再玩自闭。我说过，我要学习好好生活，至少在朋友面前我还是我，那个爱说笑的我，那个positive thinking的我。
其实我真的不该在这个时候想这些事情，现在这个时候是读书的时候，什么事情都好，都应该在考完试后再想嘛。林勇杰，振作一点吧
昨天，收到电话，seremban的coach叫我去他的队，成为他的队员，我拿不定主意。我想了一个晚上，我真的很矛盾，一方面我不想背叛，而另一方面我是想换一下环境。我并没有到seremban那里，因为想到一句：如果跳过去没有什么分别的话，为何要换呢？说实在的，我不知道究竟会不会有分别，不过我却觉得我这个决定是对的，至少我在这里和其他队员都培养出默契了，感觉上很像一家人，没有可能为了一些诱惑而离弃我的家人吧
这两天，我的心情都很不好，原因大概都不用我多讲了。我其实真的需要和我的家人道歉，就对他们发了我不该发的脾气，我的婆婆、二姑、三姑以及我的姐姐，真的很对不起，我真的控制不了我自己的情绪，或许是你们没有察觉到我的心情，一直在那里讲一些有完没完的东西，感觉很烦，才会对你们发这么大的脾气，对不起。
其实我也不知道为什么我会有如此大的醋意，就只是一封信，我就那么没有心情，好像傻佬似的，我真的很想压抑自己的情绪，只是现在的我真的做不到，或许会有这么的一天，不过一定不会是短时间之内。为了不让我的朋友担心，我不会再玩自闭。我说过，我要学习好好生活，至少在朋友面前我还是我，那个爱说笑的我，那个positive thinking的我。
其实我真的不该在这个时候想这些事情，现在这个时候是读书的时候，什么事情都好，都应该在考完试后再想嘛。林勇杰，振作一点吧
Friday, August 21, 2009
21AUG2009
昨晚，我原本和你聊得好好的，我却不知怎的提起那个你喜欢的他，然后又不知怎的搞得我自己很emo。说实在的，我当时真的很没有想到我的反应会那么激动，不得不承认，你在我心里已经占了比任何人、任何事都重要的位置。我也因为这件是耿耿于怀了一个晚上，我在床上不停的翻滚，希望可以入梦，却翻了一整个漫长的晚上。
因为今天要去云顶的关系，我爸就充当司机，把我们与家人载到各自的目的地，首先先放下我的妈妈，然后大姐，最后就我和二姐了。今天的lecture，我并不想上，因为你也没有去上课。我因为没有地方去的关系，只好到library去做温习，然而却没有心情想去读书，于是干脆叫jackson陪我去打机
到了cc后，我也很自然地，打开你的blog，看看你昨晚update的东西，不看还好，看了你那篇“第47天”，我的醋意也冒出来了，什么感动啦，什么心底话啦，什么在我身边啦，我心在杀那间都快碎了，原本心情不好的我，顿时显得更加不好。无可否认的，从你那篇blog，我可以感觉到你对他的心意，也了解他对你的感觉，你们之间的感情的确比我想象中还要好上几百倍。
过后，我回去library，我一直想：为什么我会那么在意呢？现在的你只是我的朋友，如果要形容得亲密一点，也只能够在朋友前面家一个“好”字。班上的同学都认定我们是一对，每次他们讲我们在一起的时候，我都会非常开心，很暗爽，只是我很清楚了解我们之间的关系，虽然我们最近很close,你对我却没有所谓的爱情，因为你心里还是存有另一个人。
其实，我真的是一个很看不开的人，尤其是对你，每次看到你被冷落的时候，我都会想去安慰你；看到你受委屈的时候，想去照顾你；听你一个人吃饭的时候，我想去陪你；看你哭的时候，我想抱着你，把我的肩膀借给你，陪你一起面对你所有不开心、不如意的事，只是这些都不会是你想要的，我知道在我身上永远都找不到你想要的，因为我不是那个他。
我想：我是时候该认真的去学习了，学习不要那么关心你，学习放下对你的感觉，学习放下对你的思念，学习没有你的日子，我也能过得很好。
很明显的，这些都不是我的心底话，，可是我会强迫我自己去学习以上的一切，因为我知道无论我再怎样努力、再怎样上进都好，都不会是你喜欢的那个。
愿那个你喜欢的他，和他喜欢的你，会在两年后的重逢中有一个美好的结局
因为今天要去云顶的关系，我爸就充当司机，把我们与家人载到各自的目的地，首先先放下我的妈妈，然后大姐，最后就我和二姐了。今天的lecture，我并不想上，因为你也没有去上课。我因为没有地方去的关系，只好到library去做温习，然而却没有心情想去读书，于是干脆叫jackson陪我去打机
到了cc后，我也很自然地，打开你的blog，看看你昨晚update的东西，不看还好，看了你那篇“第47天”，我的醋意也冒出来了，什么感动啦，什么心底话啦，什么在我身边啦，我心在杀那间都快碎了，原本心情不好的我，顿时显得更加不好。无可否认的，从你那篇blog，我可以感觉到你对他的心意，也了解他对你的感觉，你们之间的感情的确比我想象中还要好上几百倍。
过后，我回去library，我一直想：为什么我会那么在意呢？现在的你只是我的朋友，如果要形容得亲密一点，也只能够在朋友前面家一个“好”字。班上的同学都认定我们是一对，每次他们讲我们在一起的时候，我都会非常开心，很暗爽，只是我很清楚了解我们之间的关系，虽然我们最近很close,你对我却没有所谓的爱情，因为你心里还是存有另一个人。
其实，我真的是一个很看不开的人，尤其是对你，每次看到你被冷落的时候，我都会想去安慰你；看到你受委屈的时候，想去照顾你；听你一个人吃饭的时候，我想去陪你；看你哭的时候，我想抱着你，把我的肩膀借给你，陪你一起面对你所有不开心、不如意的事，只是这些都不会是你想要的，我知道在我身上永远都找不到你想要的，因为我不是那个他。
我想：我是时候该认真的去学习了，学习不要那么关心你，学习放下对你的感觉，学习放下对你的思念，学习没有你的日子，我也能过得很好。
很明显的，这些都不是我的心底话，，可是我会强迫我自己去学习以上的一切，因为我知道无论我再怎样努力、再怎样上进都好，都不会是你喜欢的那个。
愿那个你喜欢的他，和他喜欢的你，会在两年后的重逢中有一个美好的结局
Saturday, August 15, 2009
突然很想你
凌晨1.30
不知道为什么
突然间很想你
想知道你在做什么
想知道你的心情
或许
是因为你最近显得很不开心
又或许
是我纯粹地想念你
我知道你并不想想那么多东西
也并不想一直掉泪
更不想一直让人担心着你
其实
我真的很不喜欢你想那么多
不想看你悲哀
更不想看你掉泪
每次看到你这样
我都会很心疼
很心痛
很不开心
我很想和你分享你所有的事
开心的
伤心的
我都想与你一起分担
现在那么晚了
我也不想打扰你
早点休息
晚安
不知道为什么
突然间很想你
想知道你在做什么
想知道你的心情
或许
是因为你最近显得很不开心
又或许
是我纯粹地想念你
我知道你并不想想那么多东西
也并不想一直掉泪
更不想一直让人担心着你
其实
我真的很不喜欢你想那么多
不想看你悲哀
更不想看你掉泪
每次看到你这样
我都会很心疼
很心痛
很不开心
我很想和你分享你所有的事
开心的
伤心的
我都想与你一起分担
现在那么晚了
我也不想打扰你
早点休息
晚安
15AUG2009 --The Proposal
I went for movie wit yenmei 2day, I enjoy myslef a lot. Well, i suppose to said that i enjoy every single moment wit her.
We went to midvalley after our MIS lecture. Reach there about 10.15, she told me that she is kinda fimilliar wit MIDVALLEY because she used to go there last time, but the problem is she guide me the wrong direction to the cinema, quite silly right?
We bought ticket of THE PROPOSAL at 1.30pm. As the time is still early, we went to CHILLIS to have our lunch, actually i just wanna to try something fresh. The environment is actually quite good, and the taste not bad as well.
After our meal, we went for some window shopping, actually I am trying to ask her to change her image, i have no any purpose actually, juz wan to see how would she looks like wit differnet kind of attire, but she refused.
Until 1.30 pm, we went to the cinema for our movie. This movie is actually very funny and romantic. The story line is actually talk about a Cananda woman who force her staff to marry her so that she could stay at USA to continue her courier. The staff is actually very hate her, always curse her and talks everything about bad on her boss, but because of his job, he has no choice, he had to marry her boss. And the story end up with the staff began to fall in love on the woman after they started to live together for just 3 days.
Is actually quite touching, i mean the way he treat her. Well, this movie should be recommend to everyone, no matter is single or wit couple, this is really a meaningful movie. Guys, watch it!! U wil never regret!!
I am very happy 2day, because once again she willing to go out with me, is actually the 2nd time she went out wit me for movie indivdually. Haha, hope this wil never end!!
We went to midvalley after our MIS lecture. Reach there about 10.15, she told me that she is kinda fimilliar wit MIDVALLEY because she used to go there last time, but the problem is she guide me the wrong direction to the cinema, quite silly right?
We bought ticket of THE PROPOSAL at 1.30pm. As the time is still early, we went to CHILLIS to have our lunch, actually i just wanna to try something fresh. The environment is actually quite good, and the taste not bad as well.
After our meal, we went for some window shopping, actually I am trying to ask her to change her image, i have no any purpose actually, juz wan to see how would she looks like wit differnet kind of attire, but she refused.
Until 1.30 pm, we went to the cinema for our movie. This movie is actually very funny and romantic. The story line is actually talk about a Cananda woman who force her staff to marry her so that she could stay at USA to continue her courier. The staff is actually very hate her, always curse her and talks everything about bad on her boss, but because of his job, he has no choice, he had to marry her boss. And the story end up with the staff began to fall in love on the woman after they started to live together for just 3 days.
Is actually quite touching, i mean the way he treat her. Well, this movie should be recommend to everyone, no matter is single or wit couple, this is really a meaningful movie. Guys, watch it!! U wil never regret!!
I am very happy 2day, because once again she willing to go out with me, is actually the 2nd time she went out wit me for movie indivdually. Haha, hope this wil never end!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
10 AUG 2009 ---PRESENTATION
Well, my group is having presentation 2day. And due to this reason, Justin, Jia Jun and me were wearing formal attire to college. Is actually smart looking when we arrived to the college, but our tutor---TIONG SOOK ask us to comb our hair like an professional, quite emberrasing!! Cz everyone of us not used to this kind of hairstyle...here is the picture of our look after comb our hair with comb and gel!!!
'NICE' right?
'NICE' right?Actually Jackson, Justin and JJ's is not bad, but i am kinda wired and look like 'AH PEK'!!! Do u all feel it too? As we are the forth group to present, we have plenty of time to prepare b4 our presentation. I though i had a well prepared b4 i present, but GOSH!! I present like shit!! I wonder why am i so nervous and stuck for so long!! I think my presentation result will be definitely bad!! Whatever, i have no idea on it now!! I have to concentrate on my taxation coursework and FA as well. Hopefully these last 2 subject wont be so bad as this presentation!!
Have to go!! Better study b4 the end of the world!!
Friday, August 7, 2009
08AUG2009
I've been busy for this few weeks, and i have no time to update this fucking blog. Well, our assignment for this sem considered to be done, left 2 or 3 coursework which quite tought, but is actually better than those fucking assignemnt which make us feel damn exhausted!!DAMN IT!! I heard a lecturer said that the next sem will be much tought than this sem...OMG!!This sem is nearly take my life, i really can't imagine how will be going on by next sem!!FUCK IT!!
For this week, we had sumbitted 3 assignment, which is english long report, Business law and management accounting foundamental as well. I am in charge of Business law, Justin in charge of ENGLISH long report and joanne in charge of MAF!! First of all, i would like to apologise for storming with my group member, but seriously i doest mean anything. Justin, thx for everything that u did for the group,i am glad to be same group with u. Jonne, i am sry for the way i talk with u, because that time my mood seem to be distracted, i shouldn't blame u!!SRY for everything!!
AND now, we have to study for next week coursework, which is TAXATION and FA!!GOOD LUCKS and ALL THE BEST!!
For this week, we had sumbitted 3 assignment, which is english long report, Business law and management accounting foundamental as well. I am in charge of Business law, Justin in charge of ENGLISH long report and joanne in charge of MAF!! First of all, i would like to apologise for storming with my group member, but seriously i doest mean anything. Justin, thx for everything that u did for the group,i am glad to be same group with u. Jonne, i am sry for the way i talk with u, because that time my mood seem to be distracted, i shouldn't blame u!!SRY for everything!!
AND now, we have to study for next week coursework, which is TAXATION and FA!!GOOD LUCKS and ALL THE BEST!!
Monday, July 27, 2009
27JULY2009
Is actually a very GOOD day for me!!Well,when i was in the college 2day,i received a msg from my fren and stated that my car's mirror had been broken by somebody,i though he was joking but due to the worriness,i stil go to the parking place and have a look!!and a realised tat it was a joke,i send a msg to him and scolded him...And soon,i forget about this silly joke!!
After the eng class,we went to have dinner as usual,and the place was Genting Klang!!i find a parking and go out for dinner wit my fren...At the momment we finished,one of my fren----LIP FEI told me tat my mirror was broke, and once again i though it was a joke,but this time is not a joke,my car's mirror was BROKE!!i get stunned immediately, and the 1st thing to do when i unlock my door was check the boot whether laptop of yenmei is still here or not!!THX GOD!!her laptop was still there but JACKSON's bag was dissapear,and JAckson was totally angry on it!!wat is inside his bag is much more worth than my car's mirror....wat he lost has include:handphone, calculator, new bag, and the notes which are damn important to him!!!I wonder why is my car broken by him/them!!is that a fun?and my car was innocent actually,my car's mirror break because jackson's bag!!WAT A GOOD FREn!!!
Haiz!!AND now i getting fed-up on the security of MALAYSIA!!they ignore the accident and treat this as nth!!damn it!!
After the eng class,we went to have dinner as usual,and the place was Genting Klang!!i find a parking and go out for dinner wit my fren...At the momment we finished,one of my fren----LIP FEI told me tat my mirror was broke, and once again i though it was a joke,but this time is not a joke,my car's mirror was BROKE!!i get stunned immediately, and the 1st thing to do when i unlock my door was check the boot whether laptop of yenmei is still here or not!!THX GOD!!her laptop was still there but JACKSON's bag was dissapear,and JAckson was totally angry on it!!wat is inside his bag is much more worth than my car's mirror....wat he lost has include:handphone, calculator, new bag, and the notes which are damn important to him!!!I wonder why is my car broken by him/them!!is that a fun?and my car was innocent actually,my car's mirror break because jackson's bag!!WAT A GOOD FREn!!!
Haiz!!AND now i getting fed-up on the security of MALAYSIA!!they ignore the accident and treat this as nth!!damn it!!
21JULY2009
今天星期二，早上有taxation的考試，因為有足夠的準備，雖然不怎么好，但是也應該不會差到那里去。然后我們就到desa那里吃午餐，我gang的人還真恐怖，叫了那么大的板面，還說不夠飽，一直在那邊complain，當時的情形真的很搞笑。
然后，我們就去BL的tutorial。當我們抵達的時候，我們也已經遲了15分鐘，不過也罷，反正這是我們一貫的作風，不遲到反而不習慣呢。我們的tutor把我們之前的coursework分數告訴我們，我跑出去看我們的分數，我第一個看的很自然就是她咯，我嚇了一跳，為什么會這么低呢？我當時真的很擔心，擔心她不開心，擔心她得repeat，只是她給的反應還好，她說她已經預料她會那到這樣的分數。那就算咯，反正我們全部在final的時候都有機會fail，聽天由命咯。
然后，我們便去lecture hall拿notes，過后祝慧說要去買東西，要我載她們去jusco，然后有不懂怎樣說去time square看戲，我就叫the一起去。就我們一行4個人出發，只是我們用2輛車去，因為我還得回家，不能太晚，我們到那里差不多4.30，買了HARRY POTTER的戲票，然后就去sushi king吃東西，在那里吃了3盤sushi，用了15令吉，還蠻貴的。
我們看的戲是5.30，我們吃飽后就去戲院看戲，說實在的，那場戲真的很無聊，而且沒有意思，基本上是在浪費我們的錢和時間，所以咯，還沒看的朋友真的不要去看哦，不然真的會后悔！！看完戲后，teh和祝慧很特地地坐一輛車回，而我也很自然地載yenmei回宿舍，雖然時間不是很久，不過我真的很感激他們兩肯給我和yenmei獨處的時間！！謝謝咯！！
然后，我們就去BL的tutorial。當我們抵達的時候，我們也已經遲了15分鐘，不過也罷，反正這是我們一貫的作風，不遲到反而不習慣呢。我們的tutor把我們之前的coursework分數告訴我們，我跑出去看我們的分數，我第一個看的很自然就是她咯，我嚇了一跳，為什么會這么低呢？我當時真的很擔心，擔心她不開心，擔心她得repeat，只是她給的反應還好，她說她已經預料她會那到這樣的分數。那就算咯，反正我們全部在final的時候都有機會fail，聽天由命咯。
然后，我們便去lecture hall拿notes，過后祝慧說要去買東西，要我載她們去jusco，然后有不懂怎樣說去time square看戲，我就叫the一起去。就我們一行4個人出發，只是我們用2輛車去，因為我還得回家，不能太晚，我們到那里差不多4.30，買了HARRY POTTER的戲票，然后就去sushi king吃東西，在那里吃了3盤sushi，用了15令吉，還蠻貴的。
我們看的戲是5.30，我們吃飽后就去戲院看戲，說實在的，那場戲真的很無聊，而且沒有意思，基本上是在浪費我們的錢和時間，所以咯，還沒看的朋友真的不要去看哦，不然真的會后悔！！看完戲后，teh和祝慧很特地地坐一輛車回，而我也很自然地載yenmei回宿舍，雖然時間不是很久，不過我真的很感激他們兩肯給我和yenmei獨處的時間！！謝謝咯！！
Friday, July 17, 2009
17JULY2009
昨天沒有寫到blog，因為昨天實在是沒有時間寫，我們今天9點有coursework，而平時不燒香的我們，當然在last minute抱佛腳咯。
原以為只是我一個人沒有什么睡到，不過到了college才知道原來我們的gang根本沒有一個人有足夠的睡眠。最多的那個也只是睡了3個小事，當時的我們看起來真的很“殘”。
考完試后，我因為物理治療而沒有和他們一起做assignment,我載佩縉去lrt station，然后才去我的那間醫院，這次的物理治療比平常貴了少許，只是多做了10分鐘的gym，就貴了整rm40，多么的不劃算，不過要也只能任人魚肉，誰叫自己不會自己照顧自己。哎
然后，我就去jaya jusco meet他們。我和justin因為沒有心情做的關系，我們在那里犏了一個jackson和LOK GUANG GUANg的愛情故事，然后再forward給我的朋友，不知道jackson看了會有什么反應呢？
不久，我們也差不多要回家了，因為全部人都覺得好累好累，那個可惡的justin突然提議去唱k，而我們全部都很想去，雖然累，我們還是檢尺要去，我載了yenmei回宿舍后，就去low yat 唱k。因為全部都很累的關系，我們也沒有那種搶麥克風的感覺，就你唱唱，我唱唱而已，直到7點，大家就各自回家了。
我因為還要載justin回家的關系，所以導致我9點才到家。會到家后，我就馬上吃飯，沖涼，然后就睡了。
PS:不知道她回到家了嗎？我其實很擔心她，只是我真的不想打擾她，因為我真的害怕，我對她的關心會再一次形成對她的負擔
原以為只是我一個人沒有什么睡到，不過到了college才知道原來我們的gang根本沒有一個人有足夠的睡眠。最多的那個也只是睡了3個小事，當時的我們看起來真的很“殘”。
考完試后，我因為物理治療而沒有和他們一起做assignment,我載佩縉去lrt station，然后才去我的那間醫院，這次的物理治療比平常貴了少許，只是多做了10分鐘的gym，就貴了整rm40，多么的不劃算，不過要也只能任人魚肉，誰叫自己不會自己照顧自己。哎
然后，我就去jaya jusco meet他們。我和justin因為沒有心情做的關系，我們在那里犏了一個jackson和LOK GUANG GUANg的愛情故事，然后再forward給我的朋友，不知道jackson看了會有什么反應呢？
不久，我們也差不多要回家了，因為全部人都覺得好累好累，那個可惡的justin突然提議去唱k，而我們全部都很想去，雖然累，我們還是檢尺要去，我載了yenmei回宿舍后，就去low yat 唱k。因為全部都很累的關系，我們也沒有那種搶麥克風的感覺，就你唱唱，我唱唱而已，直到7點，大家就各自回家了。
我因為還要載justin回家的關系，所以導致我9點才到家。會到家后，我就馬上吃飯，沖涼，然后就睡了。
PS:不知道她回到家了嗎？我其實很擔心她，只是我真的不想打擾她，因為我真的害怕，我對她的關心會再一次形成對她的負擔
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
15JULY2009
今天8點的課，因為不用載人的關系，我比平常早到了一點，一下車，就看到祝慧她們。和她們打了聲招呼，就走進lecture hall了，奇怪的是，justin和jackson竟然已經坐在那里了，平時遲到慣的他們，今天會這么早到，有一點點的不習慣，我走下去和他們哈啦幾句，直到lecturer進來，我才走回我的位子。
10點的時候，他們去吃早餐，我因為去食堂買面包的關系，所以沒跟到他們的車，加上我的電話剛巧沒有credits，根本就聯絡不到他們，他們打給我，告訴我在sri rampai那里吃，確實的地點還不清楚，遲點再告訴我，我也只好等他們的電話咯，只是我等了好久，還是沒有人打給我，我開始有點生氣了，我駕到sri rampai那里，一間一間店去找，直到最后一間，才讓我找到他們，他們告訴我把我給忘了，那還不用緊，我到了那里，他們沒有一個人留一個位子給我，看着我站着，好像把我當成透明人似的，我一氣之下，就干脆不吃，自己去CC玩。想起來還真幼稚，每次為了一點小事而發脾氣，還好我的朋友大人有大氣，沒有跟我計較，不然真的沒有了這一群這么好的朋友了。對不起
然后上tutorial的時候，justin告訴我他是我最新的情敵，還一直在我的面前稱yenmei為媚媚，雖然是有點不舒服，但是我知道他是特地氣我的，對他的行為，我也只能用搞笑來形容了，其實還好啦，畢竟yenmei不會是justin喜歡的類型，這樣我業不用那么的在意，隨他開心就好。
上完課后，我們去library做我們的assignment, Jackson幫我們分配工作，然后我們就在那里做一些比較復雜的問題。只是到3點時候，我因為物理治療而早退，所以沒辦法和他們一起并肩作戰，而他們也很體諒我，沒有責怪我的意思，真是好朋友！！哈哈，謝謝咯各位！！
回到家后，我就開始我assignment的工作，其實還好，畢竟我的英文還不賴，應該做得不錯吧，我只是做了2頁，就開始讀MIS了，因為星期五就是我們coursework的日子，希望一切會順利吧！！
10點的時候，他們去吃早餐，我因為去食堂買面包的關系，所以沒跟到他們的車，加上我的電話剛巧沒有credits，根本就聯絡不到他們，他們打給我，告訴我在sri rampai那里吃，確實的地點還不清楚，遲點再告訴我，我也只好等他們的電話咯，只是我等了好久，還是沒有人打給我，我開始有點生氣了，我駕到sri rampai那里，一間一間店去找，直到最后一間，才讓我找到他們，他們告訴我把我給忘了，那還不用緊，我到了那里，他們沒有一個人留一個位子給我，看着我站着，好像把我當成透明人似的，我一氣之下，就干脆不吃，自己去CC玩。想起來還真幼稚，每次為了一點小事而發脾氣，還好我的朋友大人有大氣，沒有跟我計較，不然真的沒有了這一群這么好的朋友了。對不起
然后上tutorial的時候，justin告訴我他是我最新的情敵，還一直在我的面前稱yenmei為媚媚，雖然是有點不舒服，但是我知道他是特地氣我的，對他的行為，我也只能用搞笑來形容了，其實還好啦，畢竟yenmei不會是justin喜歡的類型，這樣我業不用那么的在意，隨他開心就好。
上完課后，我們去library做我們的assignment, Jackson幫我們分配工作，然后我們就在那里做一些比較復雜的問題。只是到3點時候，我因為物理治療而早退，所以沒辦法和他們一起并肩作戰，而他們也很體諒我，沒有責怪我的意思，真是好朋友！！哈哈，謝謝咯各位！！
回到家后，我就開始我assignment的工作，其實還好，畢竟我的英文還不賴，應該做得不錯吧，我只是做了2頁，就開始讀MIS了，因為星期五就是我們coursework的日子，希望一切會順利吧！！
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
14JULY2009
又是很累的一天，雖然說今天是11點的課，我卻在7點就起床了，因為我必須做我taxation的功課，做完了后，我便去沖涼和收拾我的東西，差不多9點的時候，我便開車去我的學院了,由于太早的關系，我唯有到library去看一看notes，希望我會有比較深的印象。
上完課后，我們到ayer panas 去吃午餐，很熱，食物的味道也只是一般，沒有想象中的好吃，只是隨便吃了，就趕回去上課了。上完課后，由于下雨的關系，所以我們只好把我們去打籃球的念頭給打消，去踢球。我們拉了xiang yew,jun butt 和 boon seng去。雖然他們不是很會踢球，不過還算可以啦，玩得很盡情，也很開心，美中不足的是我的背部和腳，一直作怪，很痛很痛。
天啊，為什么啊？好，好，我真的不再踢球了，直到我痊愈，這樣行了吧?對了，今天我的gang又發顛了，我跟他們提起yenmei的blog，然后也不知道怎么把話題講去我的blog，講什么我該學「唐心風暴」的那個林峰寫的blog，justin還給example,“沒有媚媚的日子，第3656天，陰天”，他們還特地寫出來給我當reference，有夠瞎吧？不過我的gang就是這樣，很愛玩，雖然有時會玩到過火，只是他們就是這樣，習慣就好，他們也只是玩玩而已，沒有心的。
不知道明天又會是怎樣的一天呢？會好還是不好呢？MIS的COURSEWORK就在星期五，我也得去念書了，希望趕得及吧。
上完課后，我們到ayer panas 去吃午餐，很熱，食物的味道也只是一般，沒有想象中的好吃，只是隨便吃了，就趕回去上課了。上完課后，由于下雨的關系，所以我們只好把我們去打籃球的念頭給打消，去踢球。我們拉了xiang yew,jun butt 和 boon seng去。雖然他們不是很會踢球，不過還算可以啦，玩得很盡情，也很開心，美中不足的是我的背部和腳，一直作怪，很痛很痛。
天啊，為什么啊？好，好，我真的不再踢球了，直到我痊愈，這樣行了吧?對了，今天我的gang又發顛了，我跟他們提起yenmei的blog，然后也不知道怎么把話題講去我的blog，講什么我該學「唐心風暴」的那個林峰寫的blog，justin還給example,“沒有媚媚的日子，第3656天，陰天”，他們還特地寫出來給我當reference，有夠瞎吧？不過我的gang就是這樣，很愛玩，雖然有時會玩到過火，只是他們就是這樣，習慣就好，他們也只是玩玩而已，沒有心的。
不知道明天又會是怎樣的一天呢？會好還是不好呢？MIS的COURSEWORK就在星期五，我也得去念書了，希望趕得及吧。
13JULY2009
靠，我的傷勢，為什么遲遲不能復原，明明有一點的好轉，為什么又會這么痛？很辛苦。
今天上英文課的時候，我SOT的朋友打電話給我，叫我幫忙他的隊踢球，結果我當然是去咯，畢竟我需要他的時候，他也沒有拒絕我，這分人情我是該還的，我已經盡力幫他了，我為他的隊助攻了一球，只是當我sub的時候，他們馬上給人家攻入龍門了。我也沒辦法，他們的依賴心實在是太強了，必須改掉他們的習慣，畢竟我沒辦法常常幫你們嘛，真的很對不起。
上了車過后，我隱隱約約地感覺到我背部的疼，而且還是越來越痛，我知道我不應該繼續踢球，只是我根本控制不了我踢球的欲念，我越不能夠踢球，我越想去踢，朋友們都勸我不要再踢了了，我雖然一次有一次地答應他們，卻一次有一次地騙他們，我想：他們應該對我灰心了吧！真的很不好意思，我答應你們，這次是我最后一次的足球，只要我的傷一天不完全痊愈，我就不再動足球，真的！！
其實我很不開心，昨天有馬華杯的selection，我卻沒有被叫去，剛剛接到教練的電話，告訴我要我為我的傷休息，交待要我痊愈了才繼續踢球，其實也對啦，我還年輕，根本不許要為了一時的威風而導致一輩子的不便，我一定要堅強，只要有心，我的傷勢遲早會有痊愈的一天。
祝福我吧，朋友！！
今天上英文課的時候，我SOT的朋友打電話給我，叫我幫忙他的隊踢球，結果我當然是去咯，畢竟我需要他的時候，他也沒有拒絕我，這分人情我是該還的，我已經盡力幫他了，我為他的隊助攻了一球，只是當我sub的時候，他們馬上給人家攻入龍門了。我也沒辦法，他們的依賴心實在是太強了，必須改掉他們的習慣，畢竟我沒辦法常常幫你們嘛，真的很對不起。
上了車過后，我隱隱約約地感覺到我背部的疼，而且還是越來越痛，我知道我不應該繼續踢球，只是我根本控制不了我踢球的欲念，我越不能夠踢球，我越想去踢，朋友們都勸我不要再踢了了，我雖然一次有一次地答應他們，卻一次有一次地騙他們，我想：他們應該對我灰心了吧！真的很不好意思，我答應你們，這次是我最后一次的足球，只要我的傷一天不完全痊愈，我就不再動足球，真的！！
其實我很不開心，昨天有馬華杯的selection，我卻沒有被叫去，剛剛接到教練的電話，告訴我要我為我的傷休息，交待要我痊愈了才繼續踢球，其實也對啦，我還年輕，根本不許要為了一時的威風而導致一輩子的不便，我一定要堅強，只要有心，我的傷勢遲早會有痊愈的一天。
祝福我吧，朋友！！
Saturday, July 11, 2009
10JULY2009
今天到學院時，發現在lecture hall的學生很少，感覺上很空，收到teh的msg，告訴我今天不來了，然后再打給jackson，他告訴我他在睡覺，也不來了，不久，就看到nat和eve到了，我跑了下去和她們哈啦了幾句后，就跑了下去，坐她們的后面，而真正的理由是因為yenmei，她和我坐在同一排，隔着兩個位子，由于她的兩位死黨沒來，平時安靜的她顯得她更加安靜。
Nat和Eve因為太無聊的關系，她們在break time的時候就跑了出去，臨走之前還要告訴我：吶，給你機會了，去坐她的隔壁，陪她。我的那群朋友還蠻不錯哦，對我蠻好的，只是我并沒有這樣做，應該是自己膽小吧，沒有勇氣和她一起坐，。上完了MIS后，我也問了她一句：你有上BL嗎？她瑤了瑤頭，然后就和她一起出去了，她說要去食堂，我就和她一起去，到了食堂，她找了一個不是很起眼的地方坐，原本以為有機會跟她講話，那里知道她把taxation的notes拿出來，我也只好有樣學樣，拿notes出來讀。差不多10.45的時候，祝慧來了，她買了一杯甘蔗水后，我們就往PA去上課。
進到去的時候，我gang的人都不約而同地問：剛才爽嗎？我白了他們一眼，然后說：一個小時10句話都不到，你覺得呢？然后就聽到一些難聽的話：遜，差，沒用之類的，其實也是啦，就算是新認識的朋友，也不會講那么少話啊，況且她還是我喜歡的人勒。算了，我實在太沒用了。
上完課后，我們約定好一起去justin的新restaurant吃午餐，yenmei和祝慧也有去，我載nat去接joanne，而抵達目的地后，我是最遲到的，justin很熱情地招待我們進去他的新店，teh對我很好，特地安排她做坐在我的隔壁，雖然也是沒講到話，不過我也很滿足了。justin的弟弟很可愛，人小鬼大，講話也很直，看着他講話的樣子，我不禁想起我小時候的模樣。其實justin的店還算ok啦，只是有一點熱，而且可以選擇的食物也比較少，或許是剛起步的關系吧，希望他們的生意愈來愈好，生意興隆。
過后，有去glendeagle做物理治療，雖然收費很貴，只是我不得不承認我的背部有很明顯的好轉，至少不會那么痛，只是我走路的時候，偶爾會突然覺得我的右腳沒力，很容易站不穩，希望我的腰和腳可以早點康復。
回到家后，很自然地，我又找yenmei談天，當我收到她的reply時，我很開心，因為我們可以再一次地談天，希望我們的感情會越來越好，只是我們的關系，我想最多也只能維持到好朋友的關系吧。不過不用緊，只要我看到她開心，我就開心，畢竟喜歡一個人，也不一定要擁有她，讓她選擇和她自己喜歡的人在一起，選擇她自己的生活，我想她一定會活得更加開心
Nat和Eve因為太無聊的關系，她們在break time的時候就跑了出去，臨走之前還要告訴我：吶，給你機會了，去坐她的隔壁，陪她。我的那群朋友還蠻不錯哦，對我蠻好的，只是我并沒有這樣做，應該是自己膽小吧，沒有勇氣和她一起坐，。上完了MIS后，我也問了她一句：你有上BL嗎？她瑤了瑤頭，然后就和她一起出去了，她說要去食堂，我就和她一起去，到了食堂，她找了一個不是很起眼的地方坐，原本以為有機會跟她講話，那里知道她把taxation的notes拿出來，我也只好有樣學樣，拿notes出來讀。差不多10.45的時候，祝慧來了，她買了一杯甘蔗水后，我們就往PA去上課。
進到去的時候，我gang的人都不約而同地問：剛才爽嗎？我白了他們一眼，然后說：一個小時10句話都不到，你覺得呢？然后就聽到一些難聽的話：遜，差，沒用之類的，其實也是啦，就算是新認識的朋友，也不會講那么少話啊，況且她還是我喜歡的人勒。算了，我實在太沒用了。
上完課后，我們約定好一起去justin的新restaurant吃午餐，yenmei和祝慧也有去，我載nat去接joanne，而抵達目的地后，我是最遲到的，justin很熱情地招待我們進去他的新店，teh對我很好，特地安排她做坐在我的隔壁，雖然也是沒講到話，不過我也很滿足了。justin的弟弟很可愛，人小鬼大，講話也很直，看着他講話的樣子，我不禁想起我小時候的模樣。其實justin的店還算ok啦，只是有一點熱，而且可以選擇的食物也比較少，或許是剛起步的關系吧，希望他們的生意愈來愈好，生意興隆。
過后，有去glendeagle做物理治療，雖然收費很貴，只是我不得不承認我的背部有很明顯的好轉，至少不會那么痛，只是我走路的時候，偶爾會突然覺得我的右腳沒力，很容易站不穩，希望我的腰和腳可以早點康復。
回到家后，很自然地，我又找yenmei談天，當我收到她的reply時，我很開心，因為我們可以再一次地談天，希望我們的感情會越來越好，只是我們的關系，我想最多也只能維持到好朋友的關系吧。不過不用緊，只要我看到她開心，我就開心，畢竟喜歡一個人，也不一定要擁有她，讓她選擇和她自己喜歡的人在一起，選擇她自己的生活，我想她一定會活得更加開心
Thursday, July 9, 2009
6 JULY － 9 JULY
真的很不習慣寫blog，所以偶爾才會忙里偷閑地update我的blog。
6JULY2009
今天，12點的課，taxation，不知怎的，最近都好累,很自然的，我有再次的打瞌睡，在半睡半醒的狀況下聽書果然沒什么有效. 3點的MIS，還好，還可以明白一點點，這個星期是我present，由于沒有準備到，所以只是隨便草草了事，還好答案還真確，不然可就丟臉了。原本在5。30的時候有英文coursework，還好臨時cancel了，還有時間重新溫習，因為我的grammar真的很爛。回道家時，差不多已經是9點了，明天還有足球比賽，還蠻期待的，不知道她明天會不會來呢？
7JULY2009
由于今天的tutorial取消了，所以可以睡得比較遲，很久沒有這么遲才起床了，到了學院，差不多1點了，上了BL的tutorial過后，我就開始想我待會兒的足球比賽的formation，想了很久，才想到一個我認為有機會取勝的formation，我要求我的球員5點在草場上集合，他們果然準時，我交待我的隊員帶其他人做熱身，而我就和organiser談比賽的規則，當時的我，一直留意草場上的每一個角落，希望看到她的出現，卻怎么都找不到她的身影，感覺很失望，一直跟teh訴苦。當我們全部球員都準備的時候，突然聽到justin的聲音：“Don，yenmei來了！！”果然是她，我頓時好像充滿力氣，踢得還算不錯，我們以2比0壓倒對方，只是踢完球的我，背后的傷痛有復發了，很痛很痛，我跟她道謝過后，她就獨自回宿舍了，看着她的背影，我不禁地傻笑，很開心。吃晚餐的時候，全部都講yenmei特地來支持我的，只是直覺告訴我，她是為我們打氣的，不是單純地支持我，不過無論如何，我都很開心！！
8JULY2009
今天的課到2點，只是我比較早離開，因為我爸要我去看骨科專科，醫生要我停止足球，不然我的要腰和腿遲早保不住了，我很矛盾，只是現在的我對足球有了感情，可是另一方面我可能會面對我行動的阻礙，我真的很亂，結果我答應我爸先暫時停止足球，直到我的腰完全復原，只是5點的時候，我又忍不住了，踢完過后，果然隱隱作痛。雖然今天的比賽我們輸了，不過我還蠻滿意我隊員的表現，比昨天踢得還有好。
9JULY2009
上完了FA過后，我們去MC吃午餐，然后就去“丁丁場“打籃球，差不多3點的時候，我們就回學院上課，然后就一直到5。30，才有英文的coursework，比想象中來得難，不過還可以應付，放學后，和朋友去pasar malam晃晃，吃了炒面和藥材雞腿,过后就送lipfei他们回家了。今天吃得太饱了，免不了一点睡意。回到家过后，就马上冲凉，然后就开始上网谈天，看看YENMEI的BLOG，直到12点，我也开始累了，就躺上床，开始我和周公的约会。
6JULY2009
今天，12點的課，taxation，不知怎的，最近都好累,很自然的，我有再次的打瞌睡，在半睡半醒的狀況下聽書果然沒什么有效. 3點的MIS，還好，還可以明白一點點，這個星期是我present，由于沒有準備到，所以只是隨便草草了事，還好答案還真確，不然可就丟臉了。原本在5。30的時候有英文coursework，還好臨時cancel了，還有時間重新溫習，因為我的grammar真的很爛。回道家時，差不多已經是9點了，明天還有足球比賽，還蠻期待的，不知道她明天會不會來呢？
7JULY2009
由于今天的tutorial取消了，所以可以睡得比較遲，很久沒有這么遲才起床了，到了學院，差不多1點了，上了BL的tutorial過后，我就開始想我待會兒的足球比賽的formation，想了很久，才想到一個我認為有機會取勝的formation，我要求我的球員5點在草場上集合，他們果然準時，我交待我的隊員帶其他人做熱身，而我就和organiser談比賽的規則，當時的我，一直留意草場上的每一個角落，希望看到她的出現，卻怎么都找不到她的身影，感覺很失望，一直跟teh訴苦。當我們全部球員都準備的時候，突然聽到justin的聲音：“Don，yenmei來了！！”果然是她，我頓時好像充滿力氣，踢得還算不錯，我們以2比0壓倒對方，只是踢完球的我，背后的傷痛有復發了，很痛很痛，我跟她道謝過后，她就獨自回宿舍了，看着她的背影，我不禁地傻笑，很開心。吃晚餐的時候，全部都講yenmei特地來支持我的，只是直覺告訴我，她是為我們打氣的，不是單純地支持我，不過無論如何，我都很開心！！
8JULY2009
今天的課到2點，只是我比較早離開，因為我爸要我去看骨科專科，醫生要我停止足球，不然我的要腰和腿遲早保不住了，我很矛盾，只是現在的我對足球有了感情，可是另一方面我可能會面對我行動的阻礙，我真的很亂，結果我答應我爸先暫時停止足球，直到我的腰完全復原，只是5點的時候，我又忍不住了，踢完過后，果然隱隱作痛。雖然今天的比賽我們輸了，不過我還蠻滿意我隊員的表現，比昨天踢得還有好。
9JULY2009
上完了FA過后，我們去MC吃午餐，然后就去“丁丁場“打籃球，差不多3點的時候，我們就回學院上課，然后就一直到5。30，才有英文的coursework，比想象中來得難，不過還可以應付，放學后，和朋友去pasar malam晃晃，吃了炒面和藥材雞腿,过后就送lipfei他们回家了。今天吃得太饱了，免不了一点睡意。回到家过后，就马上冲凉，然后就开始上网谈天，看看YENMEI的BLOG，直到12点，我也开始累了，就躺上床，开始我和周公的约会。
Friday, July 3, 2009
03 July 2009
今早，我显得特别的累，感觉很疲倦，由于是8点的课，结果我就得在6.30的时候出发。
抵达学院后，已经是8时正了，找了位子过后，就趁老师还没开始讲课时闭目养神。然而天不作美，不到2分钟，老师就开始讲课了，当时我的脑袋里，除了累之外，还是累、累、累。
不知是老天对我的怜悯还是什么，lecture hall竟然停电，我顿时被吓醒了，我赶快向隔壁的人询问详情，才得知原来有人想要charge 电，结果导致小型爆炸，不到10分钟，电就恢复供应了，结果嘞，还是要上课。
好不容易，才挨到10点，skip了BL的lecture，就一行9人去sg.wang唱k 。由于jackson 不在的关系，全部人都有机会唱，蛮不错的。Nat的声音很好听，joanne的也不差，eve的我不太清楚（因为她很少唱），THE的不用说，自然是不错咯，JUSTIN唱英文歌的时候，比平常来得更加帅，更加有型，JJ呢，唱歌的时候多多pattern，不过无可否认的，他唱的挺好的，至于VITO ，没话讲，一直搞破坏，只是偶尔唱那一 、两首歌而已，我不大会唱歌，所以我大部分的时间都是做在那里听他们唱。和不同的人去有不同的感觉：和zhu hui 她们呢，可以很开心；然而跟justin他们去呢，可以很疯狂。
由于我必须送小冬瓜回去的缘故，我必须比他们早一个小时走，送了她会学院后，我就去剪头发，由于想换比较短，比较舒服的发型，结果MAX就帮我剪了一个有留海的头发，感觉上是不错啦，只是和我那幼稚的样子配合，就显得我更加幼稚了。
剪了后，我马上赶回去学院上课，我迟到了足足半个小时，结果嘞，椅子都还没有坐暖，就开始被英文老师酸我这个发型，开始有点后悔了，不过无可否认的，真的蛮舒服的。
上完课后，我就帮我的足球队员做训练，只是不知道为什么，我发挥不了我一般的水准，而我和我的队员根本没有默契，整个对就像一盘散沙似的，我不禁开始担心我们在星期二的比赛了。其实嘛，我真的很希望那个我喜欢的人来为我打气，只是我根本没有勇气邀请她来，唉，算了吧，我肯叫她都未必肯来哦。听天由命吧！！
晚上回了家后，我就赶紧去冲凉，然后吃晚餐，和我妈妈聊了一会儿过后，就上我的房间去讨论我们英文的short report。
最近的生活真的很忙，我们必须比之前那几个sem来得更用功才行，我想：我也得开始做温习了，不然真的不够时间咯！！！
抵达学院后，已经是8时正了，找了位子过后，就趁老师还没开始讲课时闭目养神。然而天不作美，不到2分钟，老师就开始讲课了，当时我的脑袋里，除了累之外，还是累、累、累。
不知是老天对我的怜悯还是什么，lecture hall竟然停电，我顿时被吓醒了，我赶快向隔壁的人询问详情，才得知原来有人想要charge 电，结果导致小型爆炸，不到10分钟，电就恢复供应了，结果嘞，还是要上课。
好不容易，才挨到10点，skip了BL的lecture，就一行9人去sg.wang唱k 。由于jackson 不在的关系，全部人都有机会唱，蛮不错的。Nat的声音很好听，joanne的也不差，eve的我不太清楚（因为她很少唱），THE的不用说，自然是不错咯，JUSTIN唱英文歌的时候，比平常来得更加帅，更加有型，JJ呢，唱歌的时候多多pattern，不过无可否认的，他唱的挺好的，至于VITO ，没话讲，一直搞破坏，只是偶尔唱那一 、两首歌而已，我不大会唱歌，所以我大部分的时间都是做在那里听他们唱。和不同的人去有不同的感觉：和zhu hui 她们呢，可以很开心；然而跟justin他们去呢，可以很疯狂。
由于我必须送小冬瓜回去的缘故，我必须比他们早一个小时走，送了她会学院后，我就去剪头发，由于想换比较短，比较舒服的发型，结果MAX就帮我剪了一个有留海的头发，感觉上是不错啦，只是和我那幼稚的样子配合，就显得我更加幼稚了。
剪了后，我马上赶回去学院上课，我迟到了足足半个小时，结果嘞，椅子都还没有坐暖，就开始被英文老师酸我这个发型，开始有点后悔了，不过无可否认的，真的蛮舒服的。
上完课后，我就帮我的足球队员做训练，只是不知道为什么，我发挥不了我一般的水准，而我和我的队员根本没有默契，整个对就像一盘散沙似的，我不禁开始担心我们在星期二的比赛了。其实嘛，我真的很希望那个我喜欢的人来为我打气，只是我根本没有勇气邀请她来，唉，算了吧，我肯叫她都未必肯来哦。听天由命吧！！
晚上回了家后，我就赶紧去冲凉，然后吃晚餐，和我妈妈聊了一会儿过后，就上我的房间去讨论我们英文的short report。
最近的生活真的很忙，我们必须比之前那几个sem来得更用功才行，我想：我也得开始做温习了，不然真的不够时间咯！！！
Saturday, June 27, 2009
最近真的很忙，学院有做不完的assignment,coursework,tutorial,有完没完的，累累累
很懒惰update部落格了，没有什么东西值得我去记录，就从星期一讲起吧
星期一，11点上课，我一早就到学院了，有assignment的discussion，到了才想起我们的discussion 10点才开始，结果嘞，有去cc玩了，上课的时候，我的眼睛一直留意着那个我很在意的人，根本不想去听课，感觉上很疲倦，加上我身边的一个‘小冬瓜’， 根本就上不到课，有够可怜的。好不容易才挨到放学时间，赶快回家吃饭，然后开着电脑，一直玩到临晨3点才睡。
星期二，tax的coursework，我并不担心，因为我之前有读到那么的一点点，结果嘞，错很多，不过随便啦，我也不想去理，过后的tutorial我并没有上，因为昨天我需要replace之前的课，唯有牺牲我不喜欢的科目咯。4点钟，我陪着‘小冬瓜’去买面包，然后再送韵柔去pavillion，再送suki回家，我真的不知道我什么时候成了别人的司机，差不多6点，我去我的足球training,不知道为什么我的后骨开始复发，很痛，根本跑不动。
星期三，没有什么特别的事，只是我们留在学院讨论assignment,讨论结果：星期四晚上去看戏，有够无聊的，结果晚上我就赶快把我自己负责的部分做完，因为我知道明天晚上是肯定没有时间做的。
星期四的课，很赶，11点到7点课，中途就只有2小时的时间，我利用那2小时，去买mask和hand gel，是yenmei她们叫justin买的，只是因为我经过farmasi的原因，就顺手帮她买了。5点钟的时候，我们上英文班，唯一不同的是，我们今天的课时mix with group 23,因为老师来不及cover所有的chapter，因为不够位的缘故，我把我的位子让给yenmei了，放学的时候，我载小冬瓜回家，因为不是很多话题，我硬硬拉着jackson陪我一起去，不然感觉很不自然，毕竟jackson和小冬瓜的感情比较好，jackson带我们去吃‘肉骨茶’，突然收到一封信息，拿出来看，难以置信，yenmei传给我的信息，跟我道谢，那时候的我真的很开心，面上的笑容，真的真的笑得很开心，连朋友们都开得出我很开心，因为他们是在是很久很久没有看到我笑得那么灿烂了。我们看10.30的戏，回到teh的家已经是2点了，我冲了凉后，直接躺在床上睡觉。那一晚的我，谁得比谁都还甜，比谁都还开心。
星期五，我和jackson去上课，而teh 和 justin则继续睡觉，我去学院的目的只是想见见她，可是她并没有来上课，感觉上很无奈，不过也不用紧啦，来日方长。我们一行12个人去take video，大致上都很顺利，只是我的部分就不是很好，感觉上好像照着什么东西来读似的，很假。我们弄到很迟，从11点一直弄到差不多6点才结束，却弄不好。
星期六，也就是今天，没什么特别，就起床，然后去cc，现在是10点15分，我要冲凉了，等下还要读书。加油咯！！
P/S:希望A型流感可以早日被控制，但愿我的家人很朋友都可以避免这场病疫，尤其是yenmei,你的身体已经不是很好了，如果不幸的被传染，后果真的不堪设想了，记得要多喝水，吃饭前要洗手，早点休息，may GOD bless you!!!
很懒惰update部落格了，没有什么东西值得我去记录，就从星期一讲起吧
星期一，11点上课，我一早就到学院了，有assignment的discussion，到了才想起我们的discussion 10点才开始，结果嘞，有去cc玩了，上课的时候，我的眼睛一直留意着那个我很在意的人，根本不想去听课，感觉上很疲倦，加上我身边的一个‘小冬瓜’， 根本就上不到课，有够可怜的。好不容易才挨到放学时间，赶快回家吃饭，然后开着电脑，一直玩到临晨3点才睡。
星期二，tax的coursework，我并不担心，因为我之前有读到那么的一点点，结果嘞，错很多，不过随便啦，我也不想去理，过后的tutorial我并没有上，因为昨天我需要replace之前的课，唯有牺牲我不喜欢的科目咯。4点钟，我陪着‘小冬瓜’去买面包，然后再送韵柔去pavillion，再送suki回家，我真的不知道我什么时候成了别人的司机，差不多6点，我去我的足球training,不知道为什么我的后骨开始复发，很痛，根本跑不动。
星期三，没有什么特别的事，只是我们留在学院讨论assignment,讨论结果：星期四晚上去看戏，有够无聊的，结果晚上我就赶快把我自己负责的部分做完，因为我知道明天晚上是肯定没有时间做的。
星期四的课，很赶，11点到7点课，中途就只有2小时的时间，我利用那2小时，去买mask和hand gel，是yenmei她们叫justin买的，只是因为我经过farmasi的原因，就顺手帮她买了。5点钟的时候，我们上英文班，唯一不同的是，我们今天的课时mix with group 23,因为老师来不及cover所有的chapter，因为不够位的缘故，我把我的位子让给yenmei了，放学的时候，我载小冬瓜回家，因为不是很多话题，我硬硬拉着jackson陪我一起去，不然感觉很不自然，毕竟jackson和小冬瓜的感情比较好，jackson带我们去吃‘肉骨茶’，突然收到一封信息，拿出来看，难以置信，yenmei传给我的信息，跟我道谢，那时候的我真的很开心，面上的笑容，真的真的笑得很开心，连朋友们都开得出我很开心，因为他们是在是很久很久没有看到我笑得那么灿烂了。我们看10.30的戏，回到teh的家已经是2点了，我冲了凉后，直接躺在床上睡觉。那一晚的我，谁得比谁都还甜，比谁都还开心。
星期五，我和jackson去上课，而teh 和 justin则继续睡觉，我去学院的目的只是想见见她，可是她并没有来上课，感觉上很无奈，不过也不用紧啦，来日方长。我们一行12个人去take video，大致上都很顺利，只是我的部分就不是很好，感觉上好像照着什么东西来读似的，很假。我们弄到很迟，从11点一直弄到差不多6点才结束，却弄不好。
星期六，也就是今天，没什么特别，就起床，然后去cc，现在是10点15分，我要冲凉了，等下还要读书。加油咯！！
P/S:希望A型流感可以早日被控制，但愿我的家人很朋友都可以避免这场病疫，尤其是yenmei,你的身体已经不是很好了，如果不幸的被传染，后果真的不堪设想了，记得要多喝水，吃饭前要洗手，早点休息，may GOD bless you!!!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
昨晚，我睡得很不好，脑袋想的都是那个免骚扰号码，还蛮在意的。
今早8点的课，我提不起精神，感觉很疲劳，一直打瞌睡。
原本的课是由8点到11点的
到了10点，我就和我那一群朋友出去吃饭
实在是太无聊了
吃完饭后，我就拉着jackaon去cc打dota
我最近的生活几乎都被dota冲昏了脑袋
感觉上蛮堕落的
或许我是想借着某些东西来忘记我所有不开心的事情
差不多12点的时候，我们赶着回college
上那个MAF的科目
由于实在太累的关系
我不知不觉在那堂课上谁了1个小时
还好老师教的我还可以明白
不然又要麻烦我的朋友咯
上完课后，我们去discuss我们的assignement
teh和jackson因为意见不合的关系
显得很不开心
差一点吵架
我和justin就赶快讲一些废话来暖和那种情况
讨论过后
他们8个要去游泳
对游泳一窍不通的我并没有join他们
主要是我对swimming pool有很严重的敏感
一旦下水，我就开始呼吸困难
其次是因为我真的已经没有那种intention和他们一起玩了
回到家后，就直接去踢球了
虽然很想玩认真一点
但是现在的我真的是力不从心
洗完澡后，很自然的
开了她的blog
很不开心
然后再开自己的blog
来写一些有完没完的东西
最近的我
心情真的很低落
就连justin都开始替我担心
在这样下去
我都担心自己会患上忧郁症
真的不知道
我什么时候才能做回那个快乐的我
今早8点的课，我提不起精神，感觉很疲劳，一直打瞌睡。
原本的课是由8点到11点的
到了10点，我就和我那一群朋友出去吃饭
实在是太无聊了
吃完饭后，我就拉着jackaon去cc打dota
我最近的生活几乎都被dota冲昏了脑袋
感觉上蛮堕落的
或许我是想借着某些东西来忘记我所有不开心的事情
差不多12点的时候，我们赶着回college
上那个MAF的科目
由于实在太累的关系
我不知不觉在那堂课上谁了1个小时
还好老师教的我还可以明白
不然又要麻烦我的朋友咯
上完课后，我们去discuss我们的assignement
teh和jackson因为意见不合的关系
显得很不开心
差一点吵架
我和justin就赶快讲一些废话来暖和那种情况
讨论过后
他们8个要去游泳
对游泳一窍不通的我并没有join他们
主要是我对swimming pool有很严重的敏感
一旦下水，我就开始呼吸困难
其次是因为我真的已经没有那种intention和他们一起玩了
回到家后，就直接去踢球了
虽然很想玩认真一点
但是现在的我真的是力不从心
洗完澡后，很自然的
开了她的blog
很不开心
然后再开自己的blog
来写一些有完没完的东西
最近的我
心情真的很低落
就连justin都开始替我担心
在这样下去
我都担心自己会患上忧郁症
真的不知道
我什么时候才能做回那个快乐的我
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
我读了她新的部落格，她所写的都差不多与我无关，只有提起我的名字2次。其实还好，起码她还有提起我的名字，只是我如果以这种方法来提起，我宁愿她一辈子都不要提起我的名。
1）她，把我的号码列为免骚扰号码，感觉上真的很讽刺，但是回想一下我之前的行为，的确是咎由自取的，前一阵子我还想，或许我应该给她多一点时间来冲淡这间事情，不过我想，无论我等多久，我做多么多的事情都于事无补了，因为我终于知道我对她的那种关怀，对她而言，已经形成了一种骚扰，真的很对不起。
2）她，的确很心软，只要需要到她的帮忙，而又在她能力范围所能办到的，她一定会帮忙，简单来说：她对事不对人 上个星期四她帮jackson和我查一些英文的生词，我知道她其实尴尬，因为她一方面是想帮我们，只是令一方面是我的问题，我和她的问题实在很难形容出来，而她对我的感觉就更是非笔墨所能形容的，所以我已经很尽量不要和她有任何的接触。
最近，我帮她们print了BUSINESS LAW的ｎｏｔｅｓ，只是我没有勇气亲手交给她们，我每次都请ｔｅｈ和ｊａｃｋｓｏｎ帮我转交给她们，我想我这种行为是真确的，我不想让她们感到尴尬，而我更加不懂怎样去面对她们。
现在，我在ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ那里遇到她们，我宁可兜远路，都不敢面对面碰到她们，就连在食堂买ｎａｓｉ ｌｅｍａｋ的时候，ｔｅｈ都讲我，：又讲要跟她和好，看到她的时候又要兜路走，这样的话，一辈子都不用和好咯。本来觉得ｔｅｈ讲的还蛮有道理的，但是看到她的部落格过后，我觉得我所做的比较有道理，无论我兜路还是转交ｎｏｔｅｓ给她们，至少我不会ｄｉｒｅｃｔｌｙ接触到她们，只要能帮到她们，一切对我来说都不重要了
或许我们一辈子都不会再说话，谈天，不过只要有什么东西我能帮到她的，我都会默默地帮她，不要求回报，不要求感恩，只要她快乐，我就开心。
1）她，把我的号码列为免骚扰号码，感觉上真的很讽刺，但是回想一下我之前的行为，的确是咎由自取的，前一阵子我还想，或许我应该给她多一点时间来冲淡这间事情，不过我想，无论我等多久，我做多么多的事情都于事无补了，因为我终于知道我对她的那种关怀，对她而言，已经形成了一种骚扰，真的很对不起。
2）她，的确很心软，只要需要到她的帮忙，而又在她能力范围所能办到的，她一定会帮忙，简单来说：她对事不对人 上个星期四她帮jackson和我查一些英文的生词，我知道她其实尴尬，因为她一方面是想帮我们，只是令一方面是我的问题，我和她的问题实在很难形容出来，而她对我的感觉就更是非笔墨所能形容的，所以我已经很尽量不要和她有任何的接触。
最近，我帮她们print了BUSINESS LAW的ｎｏｔｅｓ，只是我没有勇气亲手交给她们，我每次都请ｔｅｈ和ｊａｃｋｓｏｎ帮我转交给她们，我想我这种行为是真确的，我不想让她们感到尴尬，而我更加不懂怎样去面对她们。
现在，我在ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ那里遇到她们，我宁可兜远路，都不敢面对面碰到她们，就连在食堂买ｎａｓｉ ｌｅｍａｋ的时候，ｔｅｈ都讲我，：又讲要跟她和好，看到她的时候又要兜路走，这样的话，一辈子都不用和好咯。本来觉得ｔｅｈ讲的还蛮有道理的，但是看到她的部落格过后，我觉得我所做的比较有道理，无论我兜路还是转交ｎｏｔｅｓ给她们，至少我不会ｄｉｒｅｃｔｌｙ接触到她们，只要能帮到她们，一切对我来说都不重要了
或许我们一辈子都不会再说话，谈天，不过只要有什么东西我能帮到她的，我都会默默地帮她，不要求回报，不要求感恩，只要她快乐，我就开心。
Friday, June 12, 2009
现状
很久没有写东西了，我旧的部落格暂时被我给锁住了，因为到目前为止，我都感觉不到我有那么一点的成长，我依然是我，那个幼稚，自以为是，骄傲，自满的我，为什么呢？为什么发生这么多的事情，我的思想依然没有一点改变，我的行为还是那么让人讨厌呢？
最近，我在学院的生活还好，唯一改变的是我开始过着一个人的生活，一个人上课，一个人吃饭，一个人晃晃，感觉上还蛮舒服的，至少我有比较多的时间去思考，思考一些学业上的问题，一些人生的问题。很多朋友都问我，为什么要一个人坐呢？装可怜哦？我拒绝回答他们的问题，因为我觉得我一个人坐是我的自由，没有必要回答他们，我想什么他们既然不明白，我也没有必要去解释。
放学时，我也没有什么想join他们了，还是一个人比较好，至少不会这么容易得罪他们，我不想因为我个人的性格，而导致‘‘历史重演’’，我已经失去三个好朋友了，我不想再失去其他的朋友了。之前teh和jackson有尝试帮我解释，只是她们好像还接受不了我，我想也是，我做了这么多无谓的事，有做了那么多令她们反感的事，换做是我，我也一定不会再理的，就然时间冲淡一切吧，我说过：时间是最好的解药，不过这次的药可能要花比较多的时间才会有效。
足球方面，我也没有那个冲动了，现在的我，在足球场上，很随便，很敷衍的踢，不知道为什么，我好像有一种不想踢球的感觉，我知道很多人对我有很大的期望，尤其是我的教练，他在我身上摆了很多的时间，很多的心机，目的就是要我成为他的正选球员，可是我一次一次的然他失望，尤其是这几个星期，真的很对不起！
至于学业嘛，很不理想，这个sem的东西很难，对我们来说是一种考验，朋友们都不是很明白老师教的科目，真的不想fail咯，开来我得从现在开始准备咯。刚得到考试的总平均分数，很低，低得很离谱，才2.88,可恶。我的目标是3.2，我现在的分数离我的目标还很远，我一定要加油，希望我能在这未来的3个sem考到不错的成绩。
在家里时，爸爸妈妈常笑着问我：有没有新的女朋友？我也很敷衍的答，有！还很多呢，要我带回来吗？我爸爸妈妈真的很搞笑，一直问我这些无聊的问题。其实，我有喜欢的人，只是我喜欢的人不喜欢我。喜欢一个人真的很辛苦，尤其是她，我跟她之间就好像有一种隔膜，而我无论怎么做都无法穿透这层隔膜，还把我们之间的友情给毁了，我想：我和她应该不会有进一步的发展了，只希望她能找到一个他喜欢的人，还有喜欢她的他
最近，我在学院的生活还好，唯一改变的是我开始过着一个人的生活，一个人上课，一个人吃饭，一个人晃晃，感觉上还蛮舒服的，至少我有比较多的时间去思考，思考一些学业上的问题，一些人生的问题。很多朋友都问我，为什么要一个人坐呢？装可怜哦？我拒绝回答他们的问题，因为我觉得我一个人坐是我的自由，没有必要回答他们，我想什么他们既然不明白，我也没有必要去解释。
放学时，我也没有什么想join他们了，还是一个人比较好，至少不会这么容易得罪他们，我不想因为我个人的性格，而导致‘‘历史重演’’，我已经失去三个好朋友了，我不想再失去其他的朋友了。之前teh和jackson有尝试帮我解释，只是她们好像还接受不了我，我想也是，我做了这么多无谓的事，有做了那么多令她们反感的事，换做是我，我也一定不会再理的，就然时间冲淡一切吧，我说过：时间是最好的解药，不过这次的药可能要花比较多的时间才会有效。
足球方面，我也没有那个冲动了，现在的我，在足球场上，很随便，很敷衍的踢，不知道为什么，我好像有一种不想踢球的感觉，我知道很多人对我有很大的期望，尤其是我的教练，他在我身上摆了很多的时间，很多的心机，目的就是要我成为他的正选球员，可是我一次一次的然他失望，尤其是这几个星期，真的很对不起！
至于学业嘛，很不理想，这个sem的东西很难，对我们来说是一种考验，朋友们都不是很明白老师教的科目，真的不想fail咯，开来我得从现在开始准备咯。刚得到考试的总平均分数，很低，低得很离谱，才2.88,可恶。我的目标是3.2，我现在的分数离我的目标还很远，我一定要加油，希望我能在这未来的3个sem考到不错的成绩。
在家里时，爸爸妈妈常笑着问我：有没有新的女朋友？我也很敷衍的答，有！还很多呢，要我带回来吗？我爸爸妈妈真的很搞笑，一直问我这些无聊的问题。其实，我有喜欢的人，只是我喜欢的人不喜欢我。喜欢一个人真的很辛苦，尤其是她，我跟她之间就好像有一种隔膜，而我无论怎么做都无法穿透这层隔膜，还把我们之间的友情给毁了，我想：我和她应该不会有进一步的发展了，只希望她能找到一个他喜欢的人，还有喜欢她的他
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